i walked better this morning with my cane and no pain. I am going to try to save money by asking my caseworker to resume the free meals. I am also going to take money out of my brokerage to make me feel weirdly more secure about my checking account.
I feel warm but I don't have a fever.
I will wait til Marcia comes and then take a bath. I am finally able to read a a book.

I accomplished a lot this morning.. I went downstairs easily to get the mail.
I called Vanguard to find out their safest treasury and federal bond fund It only pays .57 %. except for 10 dollars a year there are no other expenses. I wrote to the Prudential guy and told the information. He just called me back and said to go with Vanguard. I explained I had two bad falls and I can only take the minimum risk. Maybe the few stocks I have will work out besides providing me with some fun. and stimulation. I will call my brokerage tomorrow to take out some money to put in the checking account. i spoke with my caseworker about the food. except for anxiety and a little depression I don't feel bipolar.

just called my brokerage to take some money out of the account.

hi bobby, I read what you wrote and will come back tonight and write a response to you.
much love today and it sounds like you are feeling better!
thank goodness.
bizi

i started catasthophizing (sp) about a couple of big issues and then I started to force myself to think of God.
that helped big time. I still have a stomach ache.
love
bobby
one was about a friend
i washed my hair in the sink and i used a towel to clean myself. right now i am terrified of falling in the bathtub again. i also don't know when the meals will start again but it is a great way to save money. i am very shakey.

i wrote my friend asking her if she were angry at me. I still haven't gotten a response.

still no response. i decided i am sure she is okay. she is a friend for over 50 years.

she answered me.

I am so glad that she answered you.

50 years is a long time for friendship!
love bizi

there was a misunderstanding. I wrote her about all my bruises but left out the back but then didn't mail it aand forgot. this morning i apologized and wrote a lot down.
love
bobby
i am still ambivalent