Wow, it's really something when the air started not working they didn't send an electrician. Remember this in case you need next time

But this was really freaky. they assumed it was the air conditioner. not many people have terraces and of those there are probably no plastic sheet on them.
i don't think there is anyone who experienced this problem. anyways i can't tell management or the super what to do. it isn't like owning your own home.
the antidepressant has not kicked in yet. the two kitties were sleeping close each other on my bed.
fondly
bobby

do you have 2or3 cats?

my psychiatrist said to watch only 5 minutes of news. i will watch an hour and read some things off the internet. before i started watching the news at 5 am. i finished another delightful book yesterday and will start a new one now.
fondly
bobby

Hi, Bobby! Thank you for those beautiful writings re: the Jewish teachings about God & the hereafter. I have always felt so much of that. I love God with all my heart & soul. And I love hearing beautiful discussion about our Creator & Creation, & how we love the idea of being with God. That's Heaven to me, being with God! But we are here on Earth for a while, & I guess we have to learn things. Anyway, I hope your bipolar symptoms dissipate & allow you to feel calm & happy. Have a wonderful weekend, Bobby! Hugs & love, WL

thank you so much Donna. I think you are right.
I had a really painful realization this morning. My IBS is going to be with me all the time til I die. I am always going to have stomach aches. there is no cure.
I felt so mentally ill this morning. I dreamt about my family. They are all dead and in the dream I was realizing it. I was cast off anyways. I have to turn to God more.
I lost the most precious thing in my life Suri and she really brought me closer to God.
last night my two volunteers called. aaron lectured to me on kant. aaron is so brilliant and kind. it was like having your own professor lecturing to you. afterwards i bought some books. i hope they are not hard reading. i asked him who his favorite person was in history. he still hasn't heard from dorot whether he can keep on calling me. then aleya called. she is so socially concerned and so nice and bright. she sent me an article how trauma may be passed on in the genes. she talked about if true how it would affect the blacks if they already have not gone through enought.
Can We Really Inherit Trauma? - The New York Times
Can We Really Inherit Trauma? - The New York Times
i might call my friend joyce today. she is such a positive and no nonsense person. she told to call her when i felt badly. i usually just call her when the kitties have done something either unusual or funny or if i am worried about their health. she is a cat guru and has helped me so much and gotten most of my kitties from her over the years. i think she likes kitties and doggies much more than people. she was very happily married and her beloved husband died this year.
pudge and abby are such comforts.
fondly,
bobby

Ii am glad that you had your phone calls. And your friend Joyce, yes you could call her, I think that is a good idea.
(((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

I got the rugs back and they look great. i am hyperventilating because I have been so nervous about them because i knew nothing about the company and I had to pay by check. now i just have to worry about the lease and the virus and trump.

thanks. i am on a budget too. my memory is usually okay, especially my long term memory. my stroke caused brain damage. i will read up on it to see if it helps brain damage. i think anxiety also gets in the way of short term memory.
love
bobby

Prevagen For Mental Clarity? | Office for Science and Society - McGill University

it sounds like it can be dangerous

i have abby and pudge
love
bobby

i haven't felt well today and was having trouble with my short term memory