thank you Donna. i don't think he will call on friday. i have never told him how lonely i am.
fondly
bobby

i just looked at my email and i heard from him!

I apologize for not being able to call today! Onboarding stuff with my new job has been taking up a lot of time. Things will hopefully be settled by the end of the week, however.

he sent me something to read about kant. i am SO HAPPY.

I am glad I communicated with you!
bizi

this is really terrible. I have only left my apartment three times since the virus and I am so terrified of going out besides my trouble walking. Just a little while ago my ac said to check the filter and my anxiety went through the roof. Then Bobby came up and cleaned the filter which I didn't know was permanent. I don't know what to do about my fear.

The elderly if I can call you that ,are having so much depression being so isolated.
I feel sorry for you and call feel sympathy for you.
love you
bizi

Bobby

I'm so glad you got an email. If not a call maybe he will start sending you
emails for a while. I know its not the same. But it might be a good second.

Hopefully you can start taking small walks with Marcie. That is what I'd do.

I've been trying to go out once a day. That way I can get a pop and things.

I also go to dollar general at least once a week.

Donna

you are right. i have to read slowly the article by kant. my printer stopped working. robert is coming over later to see if he can figure out what is wrong.
for the time in ages i didn't wake up depressed.. also lately since i stopped mourning for suri my stomach has been feeling better. it was really bothering me for half a year.
my other volunteer didn't call last night. we switched times to thursdays so maybe she forgot.
i really gave my therapist a hard time yesterday. i was depressed and irritable. he doesn't think he should have to address my bipolar and thinks medicine should take care of that.ha . he wants me to try his agency's psychiatrist but even though it wouldn't cost me money and she is sweet, i really like mine

there was a power outage on the upper east. everything just turned off.i didn't freak out. when i was finally
able to reach the doorman, he told me. i almost called 911.

Bobby

I don't know if your electric company has an alert like ours does.
So that if the electric goes off you get a message.

Or maybe your doorman could find a way to alert you, I realize you
have more than one. But maybe they could put something up.

Since you don't have another way of finding out.
Donn a

if all the power was out on the upper east side and west side how would they notify us? It was very early in the morning so I think most of the people here were asleep. My doorman couldn't reach me even if he tried because my phone wasn't working because of the electricity.
i went back to take a nap and now i am very depressed. i also think i do need to listen to more news because i am so lonely i need to hear people talking.
fondly
bobby