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06-23-2021, 08:23 PM | #241 | |||
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Survived the witching hours so today is my 3rd day not drinking.
The more days I get the easier it is. I know my health will be better. Am really hoping I can lose some of this weight....too too heavy. And I refuse to buy new scrubs even when these are so tight. I bought all new underwear a size bigger than I have ever worn. jockeys size 8. heavy sigh. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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06-24-2021, 07:22 PM | #243 | ||
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Bizi
I believe Jeff thinks if he encourages you to drink you will not think your an alcoholic. He just doesn't want to be the only one drinking at times. I think it might be that he needs to figure out a way to accept the fact like you have that you have a problem. And then figure out a way to help you. That he can accept. So maybe he needs to go to a class, and I'm afraid he might need you to accompany him to the class. I know that sounds like a weird idea. But maybe its like the way those of us with family with an family member with things like bi-polar, anxiety, depression, and other things. Have to figure out how to accept this to learn how to help that person first. So that they can accept it too. In this case Bizi, you have accepted your first issues Bi-polar, now you have accepted you are alcoholic, now he just needs to catch up with you. Donna |
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06-24-2021, 07:29 PM | #244 | ||
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As you noticed I caught up in the middle and missed some pages.
I'm so happy you are back to some af days. Yah, keep them up. Lets figure out what you can do for cheating days instead. If you want a reward, there must be something else. Donna |
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06-27-2021, 09:11 PM | #246 | |||
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Getting ready to take a trip to see my family in Indiana.
Am a bit anxious about this. For three days I will be staying at my folks house in northern IN. I asked mom what she wanted me to do to help with the yard. She wants me to weed the area in front of the bay window in the living room and the bricks in the front of the house, it is actually the back of the house. It is an old farm house. Mom has many garden beds to tend to and she loves working in the yard and cooking, she is a great cook. My sisters live in the state and help out going up monthly to help with chores. They are a big help. I feel bad that I can't help out living 1000 miles a way. I have extra klonipin to take if I need it. We have 7 nights booked into a hotel. Everything is so expensive, renting a car, air flight, hotels. This will be the last time that we will fly because of my e-credit from a canceled trip due to covid. That is until we take a big trip overseas to celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary. anyway,I have not seen my folks in a year because they canceled christmas last year, due to covid fears. They are in their 80's so I get that. It will be good to see my sisters and Brother-in-law too. I will be traveling with jeff so that is good. I hate traveling alone. Thanks for the support. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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06-28-2021, 09:44 AM | #248 | ||
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Bizi
Have a great time. Make sure to take garden gloves for the weeding. Also its been raining a lot around Indiana so I hope its nice when you get here. Its not stopping soon. But by next weekend its supposed to be nicer. But the humidity is bad. Bring appropriate clothing for sure. And you will need to drink water here. So make sure you do. Donna |
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06-28-2021, 08:23 PM | #249 | |||
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Wisest Elder Ever
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Our computer is broken I’m on my phone which I hate
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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