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Old 05-03-2021, 11:21 AM #11
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it is definitely depression I think I feel it during the night too. It is also sadness too. I am still not going to ebay but i really miss the temporary high.
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I am sorry that you are sad. From your history you have had trauma and loss of your family and friends you have every right to be sad. But I would hope for your sake that you move on and place that all in the back of your memory.
Grieving takes as long as it takes. and there is no right way to grieve as you know. love to you tonight.
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i have such a good memory. i really still feel the pain. linda has come back again in my life. on thursday she will have a double mastectomy. she jokes about it. since pudge has been groomed she has been sleeping next to me every night. i don't know how that will last.
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Sometimes laughter is the way we deal with our thoughts. I'm glad
that Linda can joke about the mastectomy. I don't remember if I
even talked about mine before the first one was supposed to happen.

But I sure yelled when the doctor refused thanks to the infection to do
the double. But that was just me and my disappointment at the time.

I got through what I needed to in the time period and finally had the
second one later. But it was not the way I had invisioned it.

I'm praying for Linda just like you to have a double with no problems.
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i am so sorry
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I forgot to tell you. I really like your new title to this thread.

Its really a good way to think.

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I like the title as well!
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i keep on waking up depressed. i haven't been walking in the halls. i haven't gone to ebay.
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I think waking up depressed is part of your life now.

Lets see if you can think of this different. Maybe instead think of it
as I just need to take my medicine and it will be gone. Maybe its a
reminder to take your medicine.

Now get out in the hall and walk. Even go down to the lobby and
walk but at least take a cane.

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i have no trouble taking my medicine. that is the first thing i do. I am so tired I took a nap. just got up but still tired and depressed.. i don't have the energy to try to walk now. i would probably fall.
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