Bobby

You can keep telling us your memories of her. And all the happy
stories you remember. I'm so sorry to hear this. Its always hard when
things like this happen. Please also tell your callers, I'm sure they
will be glad to listen to what you want to say.

I personally think the dogs either going back to the breeder, or someone
that Stella believed would love them is a good thing. I'm guessing someone
knew where they should go.

Donna:hug::grouphug:

I am so sorry that you are not sleeping.
Jeff is trying CBD gummies, he seems to think they work to help him sleep.
Alice is the one who pays your rent for you? that is so nice I would will her everything that you have to her to be the beneficiary of your estate.
sorry that your neighbor was so thoughtless.You were on the floor and she saw you and did not offer to help you up, she is very selfish.
I am so sorry to keep hearing about you falling.
love bizi

i put alice's name on my brokerage and annuity.in the will i left her everything. i was just in too much pain to fall asleep. it is so hard to believe she is dead
love
bobby

hi donna,
i can't burden alice and robert hated and remembers all the bad things she did. joyce didn't know and i won't call zeynep. i did write stella

i had a great therapy session. i talked a lot about cecilia and he read me something a Rabbi wrote for the dead. it was so beautiful and uplifting. while i was listening to it i was soothed and not in pain.
thank you GOD

It is our neighbor that past away?????
It does sound like she wasnot thoughtful or helpful when you needed her. I can't imagine being on the floor and not offering some sort of assistance.
how cruel.
love bizi

cecilia died, rose is my next door neighbor and she blew my socks off. what a pig. i couldn't believe it and i can't remember ordering somebody to do something for me. i showed no emotion at her cruelty.
just paid my credit card in full but something was confusing. not a happy camper and woke up depressed.
love
bobby

i am upset with my oldest friend who just had a double mastectomy. she finds the time to post on facebook but she doesn't find the time to return my calls. i just stopped looking at her facebook posts. i don't feel like wasting my time. i would read my books which are a great escape and listen to music and play with my cats. i wish i could make myself exercise my leg. without exercise it has gotten worse.

i just looked at cecilia's pictures on facebook. i don't know if you can see them. cecilia
wennerstrom.. i just unsubscribed to getting facebook alerts. i hate it because some many lives have been lost because of the lies on it. it is helping to destroy our democracy.. i read too much news.
weird i went to the bathroom today and didn't use any laxative. i also didn't have my usual stomach ache.i have spent so much money i am going to try so hard to stop. i don't need any more books or clothes i am going to try to make recipes for cheap lentils.
i just feel so weird.

currently i got afraid of death. cecilia was just a year older than me.
i couldn't control myself. i bought another book.it was a book of prayers. i have to keep on reminding myself that i have faith.
i could have gone stairs to pick a few packages and talk to a very lovely doorman. i am just isolating myself. i could call a friend i have known since 5th grade but i can't make myself do it.

hardly slept, i am going to try to nap later.. haven't had many stomach aches lately. i also haven't fallen lately so maybe my walking will start getting better.
i usually get out of bed every hour. when i start getting angry thoughts i try to remember let God take care of them and keep on attempting to think forgiveness. my anxiety and irritability is getting better.
can't wait to talk to my new psychiatric practitioner on the 20th.