i just had the nicest experience with walmart. i need a split shower curtain if i get the transfer bench. it sounded like a little girl with sweetest asked if she could help. i didn't expect much from her. we couldn't find one and then in her little voice suggested i buy two shower liners and create my own split shower curtain. i told to tell her supervisor how bright,sweet and helpful she was. the supervisor won't be in til monday so i told her the supervisor could call me to confirm what i said.

Bobby

I hope your friend that reached out after Cecelia's passing can hopefully
go with you to the doctor's appointments. You really need to go.

I hope things start getting better for you.

Donna

dorot had a service of accompanying you to the doctor' with the pandemic they stopped. i hope they start doing it again.i usually make appointments when marci can go with me. i am thinking of cancelling again my next appointment because it is on the forth and i think i need more time to repair since i would have to walk a bit. i am going to ask my acquaintence that in an emergency if she would go with me if she were available. .
love
bobby

johann moved to the bronx a few years ago and takes her two grandchildren to school in the morning and picks the up in the afternoon.
we talked a lot about cecilia.she is just a little bit younger than me and now has the spelling problem that i now have and sometimes gets the wrong word. she thinks it is from getting older.

i washed myself with a towel and soap and that seemed fine. i have lost over 7 pounds now by having mostly low sodium campbell's chicken noodle soup.
hardly any food appeals to me.
i am sure i need a mood stabilizer because i have been going up and down too much. i wonder if the nurse psychiatric nurse will give me one. my falls have really freaked me out. cecilia's death has really affected me. i can't accept that she is dead. i ordered a book but can't find where i bought it from. it had the right cover but inside it was a different book i just bought the book again. it is a religious book.

I know that Marci goes with you when you can make the appointments on days she can go. But I'd say call your counselor and ask if they can help you
work with this. Explaining that Marci only comes two days a week and
that if you can't get the appointment on her days, you would have to
go by yourself and this isn't good. Because of your falling.

Ask her if she could talk to the group that you use to see if they could
work it out were they could have someone just come once in a while.

It would only be what every 6 months or 3 months correct. So its
not like you'd need it all the time. And if dorcot starts their program
again it wouldn't be like it would be forever.

I also hate that you have to use your time with Marci for this, because
it takes away from her time doing things you need at the apartment.
Donna

i have talked that about with my caseworker. if marci can't come then they get me another aide who can accompany me and then
marci can only come one day. my caseworker says that there is a long waiting list for people who need aid and i am lucky i have two days.
i am too scared now to go to an appointment by myself even though i take a cab. i also have to deal with the walker.
i didn't understand what you meant about dorot.

great news. i was going to try to see if i could use my recumbent bike for five minutes and i wound up doing it for 7.
love
bobby

i wake up every morning depressed and then i immediately start engaging myself with something and it usually goes away. i rarely take a nap before going to sleep later. i took a 40 minute nap and sure enough i woke up severely depressed. after a few minutes i made some coffee, washed some panties, and then started reading that book that i just finished. then my depression went away. i also did 5 minutes on my bike. haven't yet heard from robert when he will measure the tub. he also said he would install the sliding bench. i have to buy a shower curtain rod and hooks. back to the book. thank goodness i can concentrate.

really scary. i thought something might be burning in my apartment. i turned off the ac. i went into kitchen but everything was fine there. i looked out in the hall and it was smoky so i called the doorman and told him about the smoke and to call me back to find out what was going on.. my neighbor rick was cooking and he filled the hall with smoke. the doorman told him to open his windows. the doorman told me what had happened. i no longer smell the smoke in my apartment. i didn't need that.

((((HUGS))))
glad it was not a fire!
bizi