nice and thoughtful post Lara. I better start taking my vitamins too.
fondly
bobby

i am so happy for you. when there is a will there is a way or something like that. i am going back to mostly soup again which helped the stomach aches which i have now.-the health valley lentil soup. i won't have to worry about the sodium.
i am so excited for you. i wish one of my online stores sold that beer.
love,
bobby
amazon sells it.

I'm so glad you found the non alcoholic beer. That should really help.
Donna :grouphug::grouphug::hug:

and they are low calorie!I think I like the radler best it has 35 calories. infused some fruits, It has the same ingredients as real beer but not the fermentation.
yay me!

sounds so great.
love
bobby

I can't remember if I told you guys that we are going to new orleans to see james taylor and jackson brown in concert saturday evening, spend one night there come home on sunday. It should be a great concert!
bizi

Very jealous. :o. ;)

good dinner tonight went out for sushi
and had some great miso soup and
seaweed salad which was delicious.
I had a roll of spicy crab crunchy roll.
one roll was plenty the seaweed salad

was huge!

It was good with ponsu sauce think

of it as better soy sauce.
picked up heinican 0.0 beer it taste alright.
I prefer the partak craft brew but I figured that drinking all 12 cans in 2 days was not helpful. I was up peeing all night.At dinner I drank a large glass of water had one heinican beer before we left for dinner.guzzeled it for the burn that I like from the carbination. I won't have any more to drink see if I can't sleep peacefully thru the night.
I am getting ready to go to the gym.
wish me luck!
bizi

I went to trivia tonight with jeff and drank really good beers 4 of them strong pineapple flavor high alcohol content. 8% so that was like 8 beers.
sigh tomorrow is a new day.
bizi

i guess we both have very difficult struggles which we can't overcome. i wonder if you have severe underlying depression and are suffering. so much and mask it with enjoying excess drinking so much. when you wrote how good it was you made me feel so sad. we love you. It sounds as if jeff is blind and an enabler and doesn't seem to care about your health. We do .I am so angry at Jeff. have you ever thought of going to rehab??. alcohol for you is poison no matter how good it tastes and makes you feel. You can't do it by yourself and must be torturing yourself. How much are you suffering? Finally when my father stopped drinking i asked why did he drink. He simply said it made him feel good. I guess he didn't care how he destroyed my childhood and only cared about himself.He never got into an accident with his frequent drunk driving. His tolerance was low so he got drunk fast. It didn't affect his health. I am so worried of your long term health.
Love you and so worried.
bobby

I hated to write this but i love you.