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01-17-2022, 10:34 AM | #82 | ||
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Bizi
So glad your feeling better. That Jeff is sure a keeper. He is good to you. Of course you are good to him also. But its nice he can help you like this. Donna |
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01-17-2022, 02:10 PM | #83 | |||
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liked this poem off facebook called the cosmic dancer breath:
breathe she sat at the back and they said she was shy she led from the front and they hated her pride they asked her advice and then questioned her guidance they branded her loud then were shocked by her silence when she shared no ambition they said it was sad so she told them her dreams and they said she was mad they told her they’d listen then covered their ears and gave her a hug while they laughed at her fears and she listened to all of it thinking she should be the girl they told her to be best as she could but one day she asked what was best for herself instead of trying to please everyone else so she walked to the forest and stood with the trees she heard the wind whisper and dance with the leaves she spoke to the willow, the elm and the pine and she told them what she’d been told time after time she told them she never felt nearly enough she was either too little or far, far too much too loud or too quiet too fierce or too weak too wise or too foolish too bold or too meek then she found a small clearing surrounded by firs and she stopped and she heard what the trees said to her and she sat there for hours not wanting to leave for the forest said nothing... it just let her breathe ~ Becky Hemsley
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-17-2022, 09:29 PM | #84 | |||
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I feel a lot better this evening.
I skipped the last dose of cough syrup to see if I still had a cough and I am not coughing. so that is great news! Between the zyrtek, flo nase and what was in the cough syrup. that is a lot of antihistamine! Still alcohol free except for what is in my non alcoholic beers. My previous PDOC discontinued her blessings of klonipin...I had been on it for years .5mg. years!!!!! After coming out of the inpatient unit where I somewhat stabilized with drawl from geodon rapidly .thru me into mania/psychosis. I found a new provider. a nurse practitioner who let me keep the klonipin to sleep 1mg and .5mg in the am. I am afraid she will talk to my old pdoc they know each other. Ethically they can't talk about me with out my consent right!? bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, Last edited by bizi; 01-17-2022 at 10:16 PM. |
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01-18-2022, 04:06 AM | #85 | ||
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Very touching poem. I felt as if I was the girl.
_____ They shouldn't talk about a patient unless you were referred by one to the other or unless they were part of a "team" looking after you. I really like the idea of a nurse practitioner. There should be more of them. They do a lot of extra study and work. |
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01-18-2022, 10:57 AM | #86 | ||
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Bizi
No I don't think they can unless you give permission. And if I remember correctly the other one stopped prescribing because of all the alcohol. So you have stopped the reason for the non prescribing of it. So if something should happen and she says something about it then just tell her what you have done to stop the alcohol problem. And that you still need the klonopin for now at least. One day you might not need even that. You never know. I'm so proud of you. Donna |
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01-18-2022, 10:30 PM | #87 | |||
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Thank you ladies!
I am feeling much better symptoms are much better. I am still tired and sleep a lot. only coughed acouple of times today and it was a dry cough. all of the antihistamines that I was taking sure worked to dry me up. my voice is getting back to normal, which is good. Jeff has been cooking and it has been delicious. We had salmon for dinner tonight with brocolli and butternut squash with onions and carrots. It was a prepaired dish from whole foods. He cooked the veggies first for 25 minutes on 375 then put the salmon back on and cooked another 20 minutes. every thing was wonderful. I am very full. This is my 3rd NON-alcoholic partake IPA. Think I should quit at 3. It has been 10 weeks since I have had a real beer. I am feeling like I want to go to bed, but want to stay up and watch seinfeld with jeff at 10. I can hold out until then. We usually watch 2 episodes. good night to those who read my thread. bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-19-2022, 02:43 PM | #88 | |||
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I feel better every day. still tired. I think cough is gone.
Emmy was exposed to a covid child and has to be away from class/day care for 2 weeks. My twin is flying in to help with child care. she is 2 Wonder how old the child is who has it? I need to make me something hot. I feel chilly. The house feels drafty. The guest bedroom in the house is the coolest for some odd reason. Have been using 2 blankets and wear long underwear and wool socks to bed. In fact I am wearing them right now and still chilly. lots of love I had left over chicken soup that my friend katherine made for me. needed a ton of salt but was very very good! I will touch base with her again. I have 2 sweaters on and now am having a hot flash. sigh bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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01-19-2022, 02:47 PM | #89 | ||
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If your just now starting to get cold, is the temperature outside
dropping also? If so that also would make since. Just becareful, you might be feeling better but starting to run a fever wouldn't be unusual. So just be careful and keep an eye on that. Donna |
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01-19-2022, 02:58 PM | #90 | |||
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Thanks donna,
I have not had a fever, I check it every day for the most part. The weather feels nice outside, I think we are headed into a cold front lows in the 20's, 30's and 40's today is in the 70's. The warmest it will be for many days. burr! stay warm! Do you have snow?bobby or donna? bizi
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. Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer..... Happiness is a decision.... 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9, |
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