[mymorgy]

i had a wonderful time talking to Aaron. he comes from such a loving family.
later i got so upset. I kept on thinking all the horrid things my family did to me. I wish I didn't have such a good memory. I felt so much pain. I have been trying to convince myself that I got them to get closer to God.
i stopped doing one of the physical exercises. I think that is what causing the discomfort in my right leg.
I am so sure if I had come from a loving and supporting I wouldn't gone through a lifetime of suffering.