[mymorgy]

Thank God i didn't step on it. I don't know how but it was under the cabinet near the computer.
i have to lie down now my anxiety is through the roof. i hope i don't get another stroke.
if you are not bipolar 2 you just can't have a clue
JUST COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS.

[bizi]

BP2 and GAD, PTSD,
no one could understand what you have gone threw.
We can offer support here but that may not be enough support. I wish you could make new friends. are they still serving lunch down stairs or was that across the street which would be out of the question.
I can't imagine you being able to cross a street in manhatten.
love you bizi

[mymorgy]

it was never in the building. I don't know where it is being held now. It was very difficult to form friendships there. I was friendly with Mike but he killed himself. Betty dropped me when I feel in the street. two very bright and very wealthy women I talked to a lot but found them so cheap. One used to ask me to get an extra meal for her that I didn't want. Both women had huge apartments on park avenue.
aaron and sam call me. they are young volunteers. a young rabbi intern calls me. My main therapist and a student social worker call me. My caseworker tells me to call her..Linda calls me when she feels like it. I fight with Kathy. Zeynep is so absorbed with her own issues. Stella I dropped. I could reach out to David. I do reach out to Robert. I don't talk much to Alice. I do talk or write to Joyce but she is mostly in Sag Harbor. she told me to call if I need to talk. Cecilia is now dead. Suri is dead. Of course there is Marci but she doesn't get it and just tends to laugh at everything.
love
bobby

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

I'm sorry I have no answers wish I could help you but I don't know
any answers. I am sorry if my thoughts were to much. I will
try not to be to over thinking now. That was what I think I was
doing.

Donna

[mymorgy]

that is so sweet of you. I thought you were trying too hard to try to help me. My medications are not working so I am at my worse. My faith will get me through.
love,
bobby

[Dmom3005]

Yes I was Bobby

But sometimes overthinking is more a problem than help

Donna

[larry b]

Hi Mymorgy. My upper went down the toilet a few months ago. I agree, you are blessed. On the other hand, I AM STUPID !

[bizi]

hi larry b.welcome to the forums.
bizi

[mymorgy]

Originally Posted by larry b

Hi Mymorgy. My upper went down the toilet a few months ago. I agree, you are blessed. On the other hand, I AM STUPID !

what a nightmare. they really are a pain in the neck. I bet you never lose them. I don't think you were stupid, just unfortunate.
you have a great sense of humor. I am curious but I won't ask how it happened. Do you want to tell? I still have no idea how mine went under a cabinet.
Bobby

[bizi]

Originally Posted by mymorgy

what a nightmare. they really are a pain in the neck. I bet you never lose them. I don't think you were stupid, just unfortunate.
you have a great sense of humor. I am curious but I won't ask how it happened. Do you want to tell? I still have no idea how mine went under a cabinet.
Bobby

maybe one night the cats found it and were playing with it and it ended up under a cabinet?