[mymorgy]

although he knows a great deal about Judaism he sh@TS as a therapist.
on monday i am going to cancel next two appointments with him. Between my parents and him I was up practically the whole night feeling so angry. He was making me feel very vicious..
I have mentioned to him that i go for food when I am depressed. Last time his therapeutic response was that he liked brown cow yogurt because it has cream on top but it is high in calories. he is 63.
i have a 22 year old caseworker who has been on vacation for two weeks. she makes me feel good but at the end of the semester she will stop. Previously I had another young caseworker from Dorot whom I also found very soothing and optimistic.
I tried hard but I couldn't remember my mother kissing or hugging me or my sister. I also went through a period where I would run around around the house yelling kill me kill me that is what you want and she kept running after me and shutting the windows. Of course she served as president of the woman's republican of Hartford, president of the PtA and head of the brownies.