i am confused again. what type of work do you do now and do you get paid for it?. would you like to go to school and learn something else? If so what would you like to learn?
I used to play a lot of racquet sports but never lost weight. The only way I did it was eating less. Everybody is raving about the Keto diet and how easy it is and how much weight you can lose. it is all over the internet.
painting sounds great-what kind.
I think one great friend who is kind is wonderful.
It really sounds as if you are helping yourself big time. Do you like music?
Anybody in the painting class you would like to get friendlier with?
What happened to the storm Eunice?
bobby

With Eunice we have 4 deaths and counting..
But I don't really watch the news

Are u confused because of the way I write?
I volunteer 8 hours a day 4 days a week where I work as Gardner which out of my work I get a small education from 1 day a week to become a real gardener, hovenier we call it!

I am very positive and help myself big time..
Some times I would like to inspire others but I am not there yet..



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The Met Office said a gust of 196kmph (122mph) was recorded at The Needles on the Isle of Wight, provisionally a record for the most powerful gust ever recorded in England. what a storm. I am also a news junky. I mostly follow politics and the stock market and now the pandemic..
I don't get confused by your writing but I want to make sure I understand.
I think gardening would be a fantastic vocation. I love nature so much and manual labor is great to keep one fit. Because of nature besides miracles I believe in God.
You have such great aspirations. Maybe it is too soon but with such a positive attitude you could probably also volunteer to help people over the phone. As I wrote don't you dare stress yourself. the news stresses me out but I can't help myself. I am very undisciplined.
How long have you been stable?
I gained a lot of weight when I was on lithium for a short time and I guess Risperdal for a very long time. rats.
I guess when you are able to get a full time paying job then the world will be open to you. You are young and have plenty of time.
I read that lithium makes you thirsty so try not have sugary drinks or fruit juice. i bet you knew that already. I can only speak one language.
bobby
i forgot have a few very bright friends and they think the same of me.

I'm stable since my last hospital visit in 2015..

By the way, I first went to the art academy, didn't finish . I even studied creative therapie. But only got a certificate .I feel I am no longer able to read that many books.

I am happy where I stand, yeah maybe I have a lot of years ahead I want to already know if I am able to make it ..so that I now if I can relax or do the best I can .. but maybe you should always do the best you can.

Xx

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Did you have hospital visits ? And what were they like?

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that is a long time ago. congratulations. you must be talented in art. do you spend anytime any more with it or for pure pleasure? Doing art therapy is a great occupation but I think being close to nature is much better.
That is so great that you are happy. I don't think that many people are and that is why drug addiction is so high.
I only found out late in life that I was bipolar2 with generalized anxiety post traumatic stress from the explosion. I don't think that anybody was more self critical then me. Now I try my best and whatever is the outcome that is fine. What more can you ask. no way are we perfect..
You definitely will make it if you haven't already.
bobby

That there was a short time in my senior year in college where I at times couldn't stop laughing or crying but I was still attending school. Sometimes I would just run out of the room. Finally I called my parents both laughing crying and saying I need help. They drove in the next day from connecticut and took me to one psychiatrist who was going away for a bit and said I to be hospitalized even though i was making perfect sense.
my father said no and took me to another one.He just said I was overtired and prescribed thorazine and a sleeping pill and agreed to see me every week. that was the only day of school I missed. I was a latin major and taking some greek. what a difference. with that medication it was so much harder to translate. one of my classes was a graduate course and i had to translate a play of Plautus a week-not too difficult. I graduated with the rest of my class.
bobby

no hospital but medication.
bobby

I had 7 hospitalisations of around 4 mnths and two one years in two different sort of a homes.
From 20 till 25 ..
Years were I actually just wanted to be normal..

I am happy for you
And I am happy for me

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what kind of experiences did you have in them? Why were you admitted?
What is normal anyways. I think normal is boring i have never been normal lol I think normal is boring.
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