[bizi]

I think the basic ones cost about $30 a month. won't mention it again, except the spending of your money on the computer for clothes tops, things in general that you call manic spending.
I say this with love,
bizi

[mymorgy]

i got today three of my tops. they are beautiful

[mymorgy]

i just ordered more eggs but i will but them in a microwave container. i can't do them water. so now i will have food.
as usual another super conversation aaron. i think tonite sam will call

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

I wish they were able to call you later in the week. When Marcie
isn't there with you. But I realize they can't call when you
are by yourself.

Please be careful. And keep your phone with you.

Donna

[mymorgy]

i am still so furious. i hate to be reminded of my mother and i hate to be nasty and mention all the damage people do to themselves and show no sympathy for being bipolar. it sucks big time. i am proud that i don't take the easy way with smoking, drinking and drugs. i read half Bipolar people do and destroy their brain.. who wants to lose their memory? or their mind?
had great session with my therapist. she asks a lot of questions and never talks about herself or lectures to me.
had an awful talk with linda. at first she kept on expressing sympathy and then she started talking about herself and the clothes her mother had her wear when she was young. so boring.
i cut out off zeynep who usually talks about her problems and all the suffering in the world. i told her about my recent fall and difficulties. it is so hard trying to use a pot to go the bathroom and being tired of just ordering chinese food besides the pain and trouble walking.
my stocks did well.
as usual aaron was wonderful and explained his leg injuries when he was a running and gave me advice. we were both thrilled to see all the support ukraine.He and his wife are worried because her parents live in Ukraine.
i forgot if i said alice told me not worry about money. we also had fun creating a hit list like trump, putin,ted cruz and others. i told my therapist and she asked if we would do it and i laughed and said of course not it sure was fun creating it.

as usual i had a great conversation with sam. we talked about marriage and what he should look-stability in the person. that is what i told him because his mother is bipolar 2 and he had a lot of trauma. he knows how many unhappy marriages there are.. he know when they don't even have sex. weird.
he said that he has three uncles and one never married and is the happiest.he spends a lot in nature and just loves it. sam said he is now in his seventies and found a women he really enjoys. i thought that was neat.
i did tell him a lot about my disastrous relationships and that i felt good i didn't marry. he kept on encouraging me to talk more about myself and said he so looked forward to next tuesday when we will talk again.
i don't know if i will get another aide on thursday. marci if she isn't or not working late she will over saturday. what an angel. i am blessed.

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

Sounds like you had an eventful day. Its to bad, that some of those
people don't call on a different day. Not that I don't want them to
call. But you are so busy this one day of the week. You need
someone to call a different day. Maybe it just seems that way
to me.

I wish I had a answer for you but I don't.

Have a great day.

Donna

[mymorgy]

out of control. i keep on wondering how much bizi has spent on all her drinking.
i am having another aide tomorrow. my leg is still killing me and i have slept most of the day but listened to news all night yesterday.
need to find a camisole for one of my gorgeous tops.
just bought one at a great price.

[mymorgy]

i am just worried about everything. i wonder if my leg will heal. i have to walk in snail steps and have an impossible time shifting down the bed,.
i just triple checked my credit card payment. i guess i am paralyzed with fear.
I started getting allergies to my kitties after i had the booster. my eyes and nose are itchy when they are near me
i made a cup of coffee and carried it in a closed mug. i want another one but if i do that won't have the strength to get back to the bed.
i just wish i weren't so scared and hurting. still watching the news.

[Dmom3005]

Bobby

If you look back in the memory you will probably find this is the
time of year your allergies always start to kick in. I don't think
its so much to the kitties, as to the time of year. Its March and
spring is around the corner. So order something to help the
itchiness and the other symtoms. Even a lotion for the itchy will
help. And when it comes to the walking just keep working on
it.

Donna

[mymorgy]

i got them right after the booster and of course bought things already. i was hoping they would go away by now. i also started having trouble spelling too.
i guess you didn't read it carefully. i just added spelling too.
you also made another mistake and you posted to my thread and it was for somebody else. i am a bit concerned. should you go to a doctor?