Today is the first day that I had stool and diarrhea together. How many ML is each dose? I take 45ml in one dose at night. I had the bowel movement 14 hours later. 2pm.
love bizi

i am confused. i am taking four tablespoons in the morning, noon and night.
so far nothing.
today was the worse. the f@cking pharmacy. I got a message saying that they were having insurance problems and working on it. i finally called them a few hours later to find out what was happening. i was told it was worked out. then i called and asked the dosage and immediately forgot if i was told it was 3 or 4 tablespoons. sometimes i do have very short term memory. more or less the f @cking a=hole told me they were very busy and I NEEDED TO GET HELP. you can imagine the rage i felt and didn't express. i also felt some fear. i cursed away when i had my therapy session, later i called walgreens and said i wanted to file a complaint and explained what happened. i might have said the guy should be fired. the woman i spoke with was very empathetic and said they would look into it.
i felt finally the rage dissipate.
i don't have a stomach ache but i feel sick.
i haven't been able to sleep and i am so depressed. the medication doesn't touch it. I so hate being bipolar and aging doesn't help. my kitties are staying away from me. I try to think of Morgy. I loved that dog so much.

i made an appointment with my eye doctor for a month away and am having Dorot escort me.

Good idea to make the eye appointment. I can tell you when my
eyes started getting what I thought might be worse so I made
sure to get in. I had gotten a little depressed. SO I think it was
such a great thing I did to get into the eye doctor and get them
taken care of.

Donna:hug::grouphug:

i can still read books without glasses. could you?

finally the laxative worked. i always think the worse. I was beginning to think i would have to have my colon removed.i was in so much pain all day yesterday and in the evening. have thought of that before.
This morning after a restless sleep i woke up wishing I were dead.
now i have to drink about 8 ounces of water a day 8 times.. it is going to really be hard because i am so undisciplined. it supposed really help constipation.
i am going to make a concerted effort not to buy any more clothes or shoes. i have been so out of control.
i have so many books on my bed. i am reading 8 again. one is the good emperors of rome. i never studied rome in college past the augustan age.
i am only going to now have one book at a time on my bed. i just started a new book by amelia grey. she is great.
I am hoping this morning wasn't a one day wonder.
i am glad i filed a complaint about the pharmacist. what a f@CKING A-HOLE
aby cuddled with me this morning. for the past few days she loves being in a cardboard box.
oh well- praying that the laxative will continue to work..
yesterday i received another free box from chewy. it had dog food which i will give robert and aby's favorite treats that cost about 30 dollars. i called and they said keep them or donate them.
i had a wonderful volunteer very early in the morning and listened and then gave me a relaxation exercise. i will use it.

I am glad that you went formed?or loose? or diarrhea?
how are the stomach pains?
sorry about you have anxiety.....
love you,
bizi

no stomach pains but gas. just ordered something else for gas. i wonder when i will go again. i was so tempted to take a bottle of magnesium citrate liquid or two. i am starting to drink more liquid. how much do you drink?
love you,
bobby

Eases bowel movement and relieves constipation: Indeed moong dal for digestion is not a myth! Sprouted green grams are a good remedy for easing the smooth flow of bowel movements. It is also recommended as a good natural remedy to relieve constipation in children and adults.

bizi,
i don't think you know desperate i am. all i care about is if i can go.
love you,
bobby