did robert come over today and help you? or are you needing a new router?
bizi

he didn't email or call. it is very upsetting. i depend on him too much. i work up as usual severely depressed. my stomach hurts. i had very bad thoughts. i just took a bath and brushed my teeth. just made coffee. still feel as if i have to go. i entered the password again to see if the kindle would work and it didn't. just took the new supplement and hope it still works and gives me more energy.
i have so many books and still buying more. yesterday i was reading a book i know i have read before. I have an incredible amount of books i haven't read yet.
looking forward to having my hair cut on wednesday.
a weird thing happened yesterday. a few weeks after my mother died kathy called me and said how upset she was because a friend lost i forgot somebody. i said how sad it was. i asked questions. it turned out he still had children and was close to his family. i felt so much anger and pain. I HAD NOBODY. she can be so insensitive..
yesterday she mentioned how a dear friend just died. i said how sorry i was. then i said i am still mourning my Rabbi, the only holy man i ever met. she immediately said i don't want to hear about that because my friend just died. I said he also helped keep me stable. Interesting.
love you,
bobby

I am sorry you lost your rabbi. what happened to him, do you know?
bizi

yes and it is terrifying. he was fine. i was told he took the covid booster. he didn't feel well afterwards. he cut his last class short and apologized. Later i heard he started getting crippled and died three weeks later. what a loss. they had a memorial on the phone later and that is how i found out.

I had a client who lost his wife to the vaccine.
She was never sick a day in her life.
got the shot then bam she got sick

with double pneumonia and died
He was devastated of course.

The house they were living in was her
children's home he has since moved into a nursing home.
very scary.
love you bizi who will get this next booster
for the omecron variant that will be available soon.

on wow. how terrifying. poor guy
i am still feeling effects of last booster. never had allergies and now my nose and eyes bother me and lost energy. i think the magic mushrooms are helping with the energy.
yes i will take the next booster. i think i wrote that i will have shingles shot in two weeks.
did you read the reviews of MagO on amazon? i am rereading a book and really enjoying it.
love you
bobby still very very very jealous of jeff

i wish there were no ebay. i never ever had many clothes. i wore a uniform in high school. on weekends i just wore jeans.

i haven't heard from robert. he didn't answer my email that i was worried. i have to wait. i don't want to bother him again. i hope he is all right. i always think the worse.
i haven't used my ac today. again the temperature is 86. actually my computer says 88.
i don't feel like calling a help line.

i called robert and left a message saying that i hoped he was okay and he knew i always worry. i am saying some prayers.

robert emailed me and said he would come over tomorrow. his kitty casey was just diagnosed with diabetes so he has been ultra busy. i gave him joyce's number. i bet she knows more than most vets.