Bobby,

We really miss you too. I know Bizi will also be glad your back.

I just had my second cataract surgery this morning. So I'll be more
talkative later this week

Donna

WE missed you too.
I am very sorry that you feel sick. Have you eaten much today?how about your water intake? Have you had to leave your apartment it is so hot here. wonder about there?Is your air conditioning working well?


(((((HUGS))))))
bizi

hi
i am using my tower fan and ac if i need it. i am in a weird space. i have to start physical therapy again. i got so hooked on fb kitty cats that after spending all the time in bed. now i have back pain and my walking is worse.
I have been challenging my internist and psychiatrist and worried that i might be alienating them. no. yesterday for the first time my internist signed it dr.ben metzger. he has always signed dr. Benjamin Metzger. wow.
instead of DR. Hadda she signed it Ceri, wow
i had awful side effects with .25 dose of risperidone. with bladder control and huge appetite. i tried to go off cold turkey but late at night I had stomach pain a withdrawal effect. i took the pill and pain went away. then bladder control came back. i gained more weight but the appetite is lessening a bit
it is helping.
still slightly manic. i am reading five books right now. one by plato about socrates. another one by stone on socrates and three romantic novels.
my apartment is a disaster. i have to lie down now. so tired.
love,
bobby

Dear bobby, I hope that you were able to rest some more.
Boy you are quite the reader.
I don't read for the most part i get my news from the new york times that comes to my inbox on line.
I hope PT goes well this time.
I have been severely constipated I went this morning after taking 3 different products last night still not enough for 4-5 days with out much to write about.
love bizi

have you tried magnesium citrate liquid? it really works.
love you,
bobby

Bobby

Good luck with your PT, I hope it works. I read romance books and
that is about it. I try to stick to two or three a week. Because I can't
seem to get into getting them on my fire. But I'm working on that.

Now that my cataracts are out I think it will be much easier.

Donna

Yes I took one and it did not work nothing seemed to work I think I was impacted up high and I had a bit of diarrhea after I took 3 things Have you ever taken mineral oil?
I did and I think it helped, took another mag citrate and a ducolax suppository.
So I have had some bm's and diarrhea. So I don't know what to take tonight. sorry donna if this is too much info.
bizi

for whatever reason afraid of mineral oil or castor oil. occasionally i take two bottles of magnesium citrate liquid. i never expect normal stool with one bottle.
love you
bobby

i crashed and feel really sh@tty. i called a friendship line
-800-971-0016 friendship line. she was lovely but it didn't help my f@cking depression

i am on .50 mg of risperdone, not .25
my apartment is cold and clean. marci worked so hard yesterday i treated her to chinese food.
struggling to find an easier cell phone. every place now its wants your number. f@ck land lines.
i got a scammer today who wanted my social security and medicare number to send me a plastic one. the sh@thead called twice. i gave no information. looked on the net and there it was. they have been doing that since 2021. now i wished he would call again so i could lash out and swear at him and tell him he is losing his soul.
miserable bobby

this has got to stop -just bought pretty leggings. last week i bought a small chinese old carved very small trunk.