yesterday had my talk with my Rabbi intern. She is kind and even though so young so wise. I am really jealous of her. She is at peace with herself and constantly growing. I will speak to her one more time. She promised I will get some pictures of her wedding she just had.
I still have to believe that bipolar is a gift from God to draw you closer to him but my medications don't work and I FEEL SO BURDENED.
love,
bobby

Bobby

I didn't think you wouldn't but when they said, give it to a shelter you never
know. I know that someone in Oxford got a delivery for a friend of my husband's
that they posted on a site I visit. So I asked him to make sure his friend
knew that it was on their front porch waiting on them to come pick it up.

Its not like everyone doesn't like a chewy order.


Donna :hug::grouphug:

Oops forgot to tell you, I'm so glad you decided to come back
too.


You are loved.

Donna :hug:

I sure wish I could help you with the getting a medicine that worked.

But I don't know of one that you haven't used that might.

I think my son was so lucky that his present doctor was so smart
to try the shot he gets once a month. It really works for him.

Which is so great. Its just something he has been lucky with.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

it turned out that i had purchased on ebay but somehow the guy sent in a chewy box. i hope he got it honestly.
fondly,
bobby

wow-you can't imagine how good that felt.
love,
bobby

that is so incredibly wonderful for your son. i wish i could borrow his doctor.
Today I am still so tired and so uncomfortably constipated I don't think I want to be used as a guinea pig anymore and try another med. I am stuck with the f@CKING depression, anxiety and irritability.
I am really so happy for your son.
love,
bobby with a stomach ache

i still feel rotten.

You IBS has flared up. Have you ever tried lactulose?
I am trying it first dose was last night no bm in the morning.
If I don't have a bowel movement by the end of the day then I will use a suppository.
love bizi

i don't think so and that laxative doesn't work.
i speak to my old psychiatric nurse practitioner tomorrow. i don't know if i should cancel the appt with the doctor or just out of curiosity find out why she prescribed the risperidone. getting off of it i think caused stomach problems and bad constipation. i would up taking too much laxative.
love you,
bobby