Well that sounds encouraging.
I want to go regularly I don't have to have a bm daily. I will take the regular dose for me 45ml tonight and see if I can go if not then use a suppository.
love bizi

still haven't gone but drinking a lot of fluids.
love,
bobby

Bobby,

I drink at least 64 oz of water a day. I drink the bottled water because I don't like the faucet. But its because my doctor told me a few years ago to make sure
I drank at least that much. It took me about a month to get up to that
much and now I am really noticing if I don't drink it.

And when it comes to reading. I couldn't read without glasses or do anything
before my surgery. I was near sighted. Now I definitely need them for
my reading but I wear reading glasses at a 100 prescription from the
dollar store.

I'm still hoping they might get better we will see.

Donna

thank you so much. i guess it is not an emergency in my case cause i can read without glasses.
good for you with all that water. i am getting up there but wind up having to pee more often.
love,
bobby

I stop fluid intake at 7pm Because I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night to go pee.
I try to get 64 oz but did not today and I wonder if that is why I had a hard time going today.
bizi

i am not sure how much i drink but will drink more.

i hate being bipolar. I hate all the medications that have caused chronic constipation. I hate my rage. I hate my depression. I hate my anxiety. Now I am beginning to get annoyed at music. i am still angry at marci for being an hour late last week and not calling. i am angry at her for calling last night and saying she was coming in the morning. I got angry at Robert when he went on and on saying dog food costs the manufacturers only a penny and a half to produce the food. I still can't work my new cellphone.
I do love my kitties. I still enjoy reading but scared of cataract surgery. I can't stand the feeling that I have to go but can't. I don't know when to call the doctor. he said to call in a week but this f@cking medication isn't helping and I am scared.
I am having such a hard time coping and being isolated. i know most of the world has it worse.

Did you get any sleep last night?
love bizi

yes and i just woke up from a little nap.

i finally feel a bit better. haven't started linzess yet. i just bought two more pitchers for water. bought ground flaxseed.bought instant steel cut oatmeal. bought taurine for diabetes. have magnesium citrate, magnesium citrate power, magnesium 400 mg and of course remaining bottles of magnesium citrate liquid that might be contaminated.
depression is lifting but still find music irritating.
the handyman came and replaced the toilet handle. figured out how to make the length of the page for scanning longer.
tried a tea for bloating and gas and didn't work. bought something else for gas.
still don't feel close to God. marci was very kind yesterday. Thank God for my fear of him. otherwise i would have swallowed a lot of pills.