Bobby

I'm here and I know Bizi should be back soon.

Also keep talking to us, we are willing to listen as much
as we can. I am not close enough to try and visit.

I don't know a clue about how to help with your problems.

But I'll see if I can figure some ideas out.

donna

We got back last night late.
Had a good time ate really good food and had bushwhackers and some budwieser 0.0 non alcohol free in between alcohol drinks.
so I showed some restraint.


I am glad that you are using the help line. Keep using them that is what they are there for.
The rest of my family are in new york this week. They saw the music man last night took a couple hour water taxi tour. drove right up to the statue of liberty. They sat roof top and had adult beverages while looking straight at the empire state building.
love,
bizi

i was relieved today. i called linda last week and she didn't call back. i was so hurt. she called today and said she has been going through with a ton of problems such as irs, facebook where she has over 600 friends and her account was hacked,migraines, her son's surgery, her needing a new oncologist and now besides her crippling arthritis, her lower legs all of a sudden have bad circulation and needs to go the doctor., and now even constipation. poor linda but she never gets depressed.
everything is going fantastic with aaron and his new job at a university. he was just complimented after four weeks and told he was one the best they ever hired. his father went with him. he used inspect airplanes so it was a no brainer for him to inspect a car for aaron. aaron said the price dropped over 2000 dollars in the past two weeks. he and his wife are moving into their new apartment next week and his father has a truck so they will do all the moving themselves. aaron is the greatest.
i have been so utterly stressed that i wake up in the middle of the night nauseated. i just can't stop worrying about everything and thinking the worse. i have been having so many stomach aches that i hardly have been doing my p.t. exercises. I am still waiting for my lease to returned.
i found a new author who i really enjoy. i am on her second book.
linzess worked yesterday but all morning i kept on feeling i had to go and i kept on peeing. i never experienced anything like that before. i took another pill two hours ago and waiting to see if anything will happen. rats, i am so frightened. i am all over the place.
love,
bobby
it was so nice talking to sam on sunday. if i could walk he said we could go for walks,

thank God my appetite is finally back to normal/ that is a relief. F@ck those drugs.

i forgot Aaron's wife sounds as great as he is. She is Russian and lived here for a year in high school. She is fluent in English and I forgot what other language. Now she is teaching herself Spanish. At my request Aaron sent me a couple of pictures she had recently painted. She is really talented.
They met when the went to graduate school in Germany and married with his whole family coming over the wedding and then had to wait THREE YEARS before the Russian government let her come here.

i got my lease yesterday. what a relief. i forgot linda's hair is falling out too.
she never gets depressed.
i hardly slept last night. today will be my last time to take linzess. t didn't work again. i will use up my bottles of magnesium citrate liquid. i got a call from the company where i bought and was told they would pay the cost of returning it because of the contamination. i said no way. i said the constipation was so awful i don't care if using it kills me.. i can't stand suffering.

Bobby

The guys sound so good. I think if Sam is willing to come help you
walk outside the apartment. You should give it a try.

If not that then take your walker, If I remember it has a seat on it.
So you could sit on that to go down in the elevator and then use
it part of the time to do some walking.

I remember that Sam was very understanding and very calming for
you. So it would be good for you.

Donna

sam is so lovely but he had asked if we could go to the park. i have no endurance what so ever. i walk around the apartment without the walker. i pray that i don't fall again and have another set back. That laxative really isn't working. what a mess. i keep on feeling i have to go but nothing happens. My stomach is bothering me but not painful.i have been drinking more water but then am constantly having to go to the bathroom. i will call the doctor on friday and tell him what is not working.
my antidepressant is helping a little.
love,
bobby
i can't control that other walker.

i feel so awful. . Those two laxatives I took didn't help but made me feel so much worse. I was debating in the middle of the night if I should call for an ambulance. I left a message for my doctor about stopping the medicine and saying what should i take for pains in my stomach. he won't be back til monday but his receptionist will try to get him the message.

Bobby

Just curious, How much are you eating? Is it possible your stomach
is hurting because your not eating enough.

Im just wondering if it would help if you eat something that might
soothe the stomach.

No I don't have a clue what just thinking out loud.

Sam, is a keeper, too bad you can't walk to the park. Me if it was
me, I think I'd get a wheelchair and have him push me to the park.

Just so I could get out. Yes, I know you aren't wanting to get to that
point yet. But its just what I'd do.

Donna