the good and bad news. i spent over 2 hours yesterday trying to find the price of a stock i sold this year. today i got a call back from the company. i will wind up having huge capital gains which will wipe out my carry over losses, make me pay taxes an a penalty. at least i will be legal. in a way that is a big relief.
since my accountant retired, one say 600 dollars. i freaked. the next one said 250 before jan or else it would be 50 more. i signed up and paid without looking up references. today i looked up references and they were practically very good. relief.
still not ordering food. last night aaron mentioned the old book Dune by frank herbert. it sounded awesome so i bought it and two others by him.
i really have no control over my spending. taking Nac which might be helping my depression. bought something like magic mushrooms that got great reviews.
cutting back on ac. so worried that i will run out of money.
old friend said she will take me for my shingles shot. i kept on telling her how much i appreciated that. winds up both she and her husband have also have awful sleeping problems. see my eye doctor in two weeks.
my ibs-c has been so horrible. i don't wish it on anybody.
I realized i am still mourning Rabbi Mann.