funny-she doesn't throw much and is on expensive prescription digestive food.

We have one kitty that when he eats really fast, he always throws up.

And one that will throw up about once every two months or so.
It seems she just needs to get it out of her system, and sometimes
like Bizi says its a hairball that she is trying to get rid of that will come
out a little later after her throwing up.

Donna

finally just got call back from the vet. i told him i was tormented and i loved pudge so much i didn't want her to suffer. if white blood cells are still low on her next blood test all she will get is medication. he strongly agreed with me.

i have just been feeling awful and stomach aches again all night. i go to bed at 12 and wake up at 2;30 now.. i just lie in bed. I also feel a bit nauseated and weak. the depression and anxiety aren't that bad. i am going to ask my p.t. if we stop for a month because i have been feeling so rotten and tired i am not able to do enough of the exercises. so far the Mag0 worked but I am hopeful I will go more..
love,
bobby

just read my email. Suri's daughter wrote and she is coming to nyc for high holidays and is going to try to see me.

just walked two blocks outside with my walker and it went okay even with lack of sleep and constipation.

Bobby

I am hoping with the more walking you can do. You will be able
to sleep better. I think its partially because you are not doing enough
that you can't sleep, but it might not be.

Can you try taking something like tylenol pm at night, or benedryl
to see if it helps you sleep.

I'd suggest melantonin but I am pretty sure you once said, you'd tried
it.

Donna

i think it will take a very long time to walk much. I did try those things and nothing worked. i am exhausted and wouldn't you think that would help me sleep?
love,
bobby

i just don't get it. i fell asleep early and then woke after three hours of sleep severely depressed and feeling hopeless. i took my antidepressant and that didn't help. I checked out my computer and wound up opening an email from a religious organization and then it wound up taking me out of chrome and I don't where i was. Finally found a way to get back to chrome and will wait for robert to come over to get rid of it. yesterday i yelled at aby a couple of times which i never do because she jumped on the keyboard and f@@ked up my computer. finally was able to fix it and she came back again but i yelled at her and she ran away. I had Abys before but she is a little devil.
This usually happens. as soon as i get out of bed and start doing an activity I AM FINE. that usually happens. no longer depressed. such extremes. i wonder when I wake up so early with that hopelessness and depression I should get of bed and starting something. Mag0 is still working but not immediately.

Bobby

I think part of the reason your not sleeping is because your so tired you
can't. So maybe your right, you maybe need to get up for even a few
minutes and do something. Like get some warm milk or something,
and go back to bed. Maybe even walk a little bit. See if that helps some

Donna