i am just suffering way too much, i am so irritable. i am going to see if i can try topamax again. Since I still feel as if I have to go, I took more magnesium citrate powder and don't care if i wind up poisoning myself. I am itchy all over. I don't have control over my temper now. i am so upset that that we will probably loose our democracy.. i am so glad i am old the way the country is going.

I am sorry that you are suffering like this.
You are not old.you are a senior now but that doesn't mean you are old. You are just older.
love
bizi

Bobby

I'm sorry your suffering. I love the topamax for my migraines. I
use effexor for my anxiety. I realize you have bipolar not anxiety.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

donna,
bobby does suffer with terrible anxiety.
just wanted to tell you that.
love bizi

donna,
how many times have i written that my anxiety is through the roof? ibipolar 2 symptoms are anxiety, depression, irritability, over spending, over eating but NO PSYCHOSIS. i have also have the diagnosis of generalized anxiety disorder. i have anxiety from post traumatic stress after i was badly burnt from my explosion.
yesterday was just so bad. my eating was so out of control and i was so irritable. ibs-c has been so awful.
love,
bobby

i just had a great therapy session.

i just went crazy-i waited 25 minutes sitting on my computer chair. finally she came on zoom. i was so agitated. anyways she will start me on 25 mg of topamax for first week and if there are no side effects then i will start taking 50.

Sorry Bobby,

I didn't remember. Even if you told me. I have a crazy type question
for you? Only because I'm curious. Have you ever tried cymbalta
for pain and anxiety.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i don't really remember.
love,
bobby

i sleep for an hour and can't go back to sleep-sh@t
so much fun to be bipolar.