yes she is doing it right now. linda just called and i said i couldn't talk now and hung up.
i do a lot of things because of habit. now i am in such a fix. i am scared to eat.
i want to order chinese food for instance but i usually feel so rotten afterwards. i guess i will eat more oatmeal. i checked again to make sure the fiber wouldn't kill me.
I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT YOUR KITTY CAT. WHAT IF SHE IS IN CONSTANT PAIN? I wished you hadn't mentioned it. you know how i feel about kitty cats.sorry
love,
bobby

the woman was awful. i have been in such a rotten mood lately with so much nausea ,bloating and gas. had porridge. wish i would throw it up. making peppermint tea. my nerves are on fire.

linda called again and i said i couldn't talk. she wrote back and said she got the message and i wasn't the only one with problems. the only difference was i had told her before i would listen. Gone

Bobby

Try to let Linda and her talking like that to you go. Honestly I don't talk
about bi-polar because when I do it doesn't sound like I know what I'm
talking about. The experiences I know about are different in each person.

Like my son, he needs one shot a month, because he can't remember to
take his meds. But also because none of the meds exactly work if he does
take them. I could tell that, even when I made sure he took them. I made
sure they got changed, as much as possible. The only ones that worked some
were the depakote, and wellbutrim. But when he would forget to take them,
his behavior would return, it was a rage type behavior and maniac all the time.
But the rage, was what was mainly controlled, thanks to the depakote.


My sister, is having lots of trouble right now. So bad she posted a new thread
last night, about her tarkenesha which is the uncontrollable shaking, and other
things with movement. She was talking about the fact that she has
trouble with the bottom trunk part of her body. And that the meds that are causing this, is as low as it can go. THat the meds for the problem, is as high as it can go. She really doesn't know what else is going to come along. Or happen.

These are just a couple of the cases of family members with bipolar I know about.

One definetely has stomach problems, my son, he has chrohns, which luckily
doesn't need treated right now. Because its in remission.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i did call the support line yesterday and got a wonderful woman. She has IBS-c so knows how awful it is. She also had depended on magnesium citrate
liquid and can't wait for it to come back. i told her about the powder that doesn't work as well but she will buy it. she thought i was right about linda. she understand how stupid people really frustrated me. she said she hopes when i call back she can get me again. we really hit it off.
the peppermint tea got rid of my stomach ache in 15 minutes.
i wish i could sleep more. my p.t. today is going to be a disaster. ii have been hurting when i was walking to the computer and kitchen. don't know why.
so wish i could sleep more. it helps stabilize me. drinking coffee now and listening to repeat of news. new news starts at 5.

i was only able to do one lap in the hall. i hope i can do better when my p.t. comes. The woman. the that came yesterday was so lazy. i had to tell her to put away the laundry. she just left it sitting in the bag on the chair. she left a cup in the sink. i had to ask her to clean a mirror. i didn't ask much and most of the time she stood with her back to me and i don't know is she was playing video games on her phone .
I don't know know how to nicely say to dopes who i am so much brighter than to shut up.. i can't help it but it gets me so furious. I had no trouble with children but especially when i am already irritable from bipolar I can longer handle the idiots even even if they mean well. i guess i am very obnoxious.

I would tell your case manager about what she did. It needs to
be reported. And ask not to have her as a sub again.

I think it might even be better to have no one.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i did tell and also told the women's supervisor. now i wonder if the woman was texting. i can't wait until marci comes back next week. i can't clean and hold the walker at the same time. yesterday when i sat on a stool to clean the cat litter and add new cat litter, i wound up spilling half the new litter on the floor. . My right hand is weak. Of COURSE I REPORTED THE WOMAN AND SAID I DIDN'T WANT HER BACK I am not a fool and don't need that advice. If you have any ideas how to keep my rage that would be appreciated but that is another symptom of bipolar and might take a miracle.
love,
bobby

Bobby

Sorry, I was just making sure you would report it. I know you used to
think it might not be something you should do.
:hug:
I honestly don't have any idea's about rage. The only way I knew to
get it under control was with depakote, that was with my son.

Donna

PS, no I'm not saying to take that.:hug::grouphug:

i had already tried that a way back. didn't help.
love,
bobby