starting a new thread because the other is too long
bobby

pretty sure my oldest friendship with linda is over. i have known her all my life. i think i now have no more toxic friends in my life. i think it is a relief more than a loss.

I am glad that you don't have anymore toxic friends in your life.
I am glad you feel relieved.
love bizi

my caseworker just called and made me feel so much better. she said i was a very good person and should not allow anybody to demean me. she agreed i should end the friendship with Linda and another woman because they make me feel badly.
She said i am on the waiting an extra helper. she said i don't have to explain myself to a substitute worker i am getting tomorrow. marci went to florida this week for funeral.
Celia said don't worry about trying to clean because i am handicapped and don't explain it to the worker tomorrow.
I want to order chinese food so badly but my stomach aches are horrible. i guess i will have oatmeal. i should have learned my lesson my now.

Bobby

Your case worker is so right. And tomorrow when the substitute comes.
I hope you can just talk to her about nice things, like if the weather is nice.
And if you need things cleaned maybe make a list today. Also try working
on your pt. And keep your head up so you can be upbeat.

Donna

i feel so awful. I just realized I missed my friend's birthday. I just sent her an apology and asked for her forgiveness.. I am losing it.

I missed my good friends son's funeral....
heavy sigh
bizi

i didn't mention that yet. Practically everything has gotten so horrible except I read that persians could live for 20 years and I am getting a volunteer once a week for a visit. I can't believe I got rid of my oldest friend.
I did report Marci for a few other things. As I mention Sam my thirty year old corporate lawyer whom i speak to every Sunday though I was awesome.. Doesn't that mean I can still think well? My caseworker just told me she thought I was wonderful. I have been taking care of others since I was 4. Growing up with a drunken father and being the caretaker was my job.
One day this week Marci told me to turn off the computer, buy two bags of cat food and why was I peeing so much which I wasn't. I never turn off the computer and chewy delivers the cat food within 3 days and why two bags.
I told my caseworker and she was shocked. She finally said to tell marci there is a reason for everything and i know what i am doing.

thanks so much. i feel even better now. if only i wasn't so constipated. i did read one teaspoon of olive oil on an empty stomach helps constipation.
I really do feel liberated now. finally.
love,
bobby

I have to take exlax to go these days. sigh
bizi who is waiting for a gastro md referral.
is there only one manufacture who makes mag citrate?