Love and hugs.

And I love your attitude right now.

Donna

i still feel horrible from getting off of topamax. i might try effexor but it can cause bleeding because i take clavix too. my other wonderful doctor said i would have to watch for bleeding gums but left the call to my new pyschiatriatrist who i really like. he is soft spoken, gentle and compationate. still can't spell.
finally went after two days.relief. i have to force myself to drink a lot of water.
sorry about the spelling. stomach aches. just too much.
i am alive and pudgy is eating and not throwing up even though still not on the bed.

Bobby,

I am on Effexor XR and really like it. It has really helped my anxiety.
I also have always had a little depression because of my boy's problems
but thanks to the Effexor XR I have had a relief of it. So, I hope if you decide
to try it. That you don't have any bleeding of the gums. Also, it's possible
if you do have a little or at the beginning it will stop. So, try to work on
this by not panicking if it should start so you can work to get it to start.

Donna

my new psychiatrist is really nice and humble and gentle. there is hope

Bobby

I'm so glad you found a nice new psychiatrist. That is what you really
needed for a start.

Now just get to feeling better.

Donna

threw out more tops. more to go. The Ukranians inspire me so much.

hope that this is cleansing to you.
love bizi

i have been so terrified of something being wrong with pudge for a month. i am still hyperventilating. all she did was lie on the chair and i hardly saw her eat, drink and dind't see her go..

today she jumped on the bed and let me pet her.

too soon to tell but low dose of effexor showing no signs of bleeding

Bobby

I think that you probably started worrying about something being wrong
with Pudge about the same time as the Topamax started really messing
with you. So I really wonder if you didn't see Pudge eating and drinking
was the bigger picture. I think more than watching to see her eat and
drink maybe just let her go do it when she is ready. And hopefully you
can read again soon. Please let us know you are when you do.

Also if you can't read again soon. Please try audio books even if its just
for a couple of weeks and then try reading again. Maybe it will help too.


Also what are you trying to eat now? I'm asking because I am hoping
things are helping now.

Donna