[Nikko]

DiMarie - check in when you can.



Nikko

[Jomar]

I've been thinking of her too
I hope all is well for her, maybe she's just getting K ready for school.

[DiMarie]

I am here. I feel like I need to be a lone.
OMG!!!! I wrote that and never saw it until I just reread the post....I have no idea where that came from!!!!!

No, it is not a need to be alone, I think I did isolate myself though. I am OK.

Work is well, but I am exhausted. I think some of the sadness has been keeping me awake all night sleep all day. I talk to our BF, and that makes my mind slow down.

I have been getting the 12 yr, ready for school.
My son and DIL the grandson are taking me to Disney, I only have to pay for Katies ticket, also my husband is going to go now.
It is difficult as the trip last year are the only smiling pictures of DeAnne I have.

I miss her,

Nikko, I am praying for your MOm, her test sound as you thought, but don;t need. BF having problems with school staff. Wendy getting broken into work hook line and sinker.Mari, family coming, not sure who I missed but you are on the prayer list.
Everyone, is dear to me,
Hope to get a little more pep, and be on more then just reading,
Di

[befuddled2]

Di, thank you for your prayers. I pray for you also. I am going to take a break from school worries this weekend I hope.

befuddled2

[DiMarie]

Great Barbara, they are not worth the fret and worry to drain away a weekend! I know you are much to smart and worth a better investment in your education.
Big Hugs
Di
PS is Doug more alert today?

[bizi]

Glad that you checked in Di.
Do you have alot of work this weekend?
Can you get some rest? tomorrow?
I wish some peace of mind so that you can sleep.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

[DiMarie]

I have a light workload this weekend. Only Sunday Bizi, just one case, a visit Mom and dad are from out of town. I have been having a lot of extra training days put in though.

Saturday, our family is taking a train ride through the Poconos, about an hour long one I think it is. But, it comes on the tracks toward my home, my grandpop use to work this line.

After a week in the 50's it is going to be in 90*s tomorrow. It is a lot cooler in the mountains though. I hope!

I am taking my Lexapro split, I take 1/2 in AM and other in the PM...But, although I am ok at work, I find myself on the drive there starting to cry. (when I am alone, like at bedtime too) So still having the anxiety spurts.
I called the doctor for a refill on the ativan, that seems to help on those times.

I fell into a good sleep earlier tonight, but got awake.
I am going to try and fall back to sleep.

Have a good Saturday,
Hugs to all,
di

[befuddled2]

Di, When I called Doug this morning he was sleeping. I think today will be a day of rest for him.

befuddled2

[bizi]

please don't question yourself you are still grieving....
((((HUGS))))
bizi