So three AM this morning Jackie wakes up and won't go back to bed! I am so tired, I haven't been able to use the CPAP machine for two months almost and I am GLAD I used it last night for six hours I got to sleep or I would be so much more tired right now then I am. I drank two cups of coffee and still feel like crawling back in bed.

Kids are great but man when they force you out of bed at odd hours of the morning like this I really hate it. It's just so wrong, later he's definitely going to take a nap and totally screw up his sleeping pattern, I just know he will. *sigh*

Some days it just doesn't pay to get out of bed, if we didn't have a dr. appt today I would have tried to get him back to bed harder, but we had to get up at 5 AM to get ready for the medical transport to come get us at 6:45 AM for his Pdoc appt.

I agree on that one. Hope you get some rest later today or tonight.

Yesterday, I was so tired, yet I couldn't nap.

Hang in there the sand man is coming!

Hugs, Nikko

I bet you are tired!
Ugh...that sounds frustrating.
how come you have not been using your cpap device?
Have you been sick?
Well maybe you could try to keep hhim up and not take a nap so that he might sleep thru the night tonight????
Thinking about you.
bizi
((((HUGS))))

Sending some hugs and hoping things are going good.

Hoping he doesn't sleep to much to make it impossible for him to sleep tonight.

Donna

Hi Pam,

It sounds like you have a good reason not to want to get out of bed. Hoping you get some good sleep tonight.

befuddled2

Thanks everyone, he took a hour long nap while I was making dinner and then got back up to eat in a cranky mood. We went to bed around 9:45 and slept straight through until this morning around 8 am like normal. I feel better today but wow, still tired. Hopefully things will get better soon, I think it's because my anxiety level is through the roof right now, I don't really know why it's just been bad.

I haven't been able to use the cpap for a while (a month truthfully) and it was because I had an ear infection a month ago and was not wanting to blow more stuff up into my inner ears then possible. I have been back to using it now for day three so I hope to be on the way to using it well again like I had before I got sick last month.

I am sorry that you have been sick....ear aches are awful.
glad that you got some sleep!
hopefully you will be able to continue using your cpap.....
sorry the anxiety monster has you...hate that!
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

Depression is kinda of bothering me too, I know it's because we're messing with my meds but I think I am going to call my counselor and ask for an AD sooner then our next appt because I am sitting here with tears down my cheeks from thinking about how sad it is Jackie has no real friends. We went to the park and some neighbors had company over that had kids too and they were all staring at us as Jackie stared at them and said Bye Bye. So hard sometimes. I Hate this... I am calling her tomorrow I just need something to equal things out I think and it's just not working on what I am taking. Abilify is no AD and I need more then 50 mgs of elavil to feel balanced I think.

(((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))
bizi

THanks bizi, I feel much better this morning. STILL Calling and asking for an AD today though. Not going to wait until my nex tappt because it's taking a toll on me. Thanks so much for being here for me, you and the others are the best!