Thank you everyone.

Di, I went to bed early last night as I was so exhausted.

Barb, my domestic violence counselor said yesteday that when Doug is in heaven he'll be my angel from above helping me accomplish the things him and I started together here on earth.

I slept real good last night thank goodness. I plan to go back to see Doug today when it stops raining. I'm going to call Doug's aunt now.

befuddled2

Barb

Your counselor is so correct. And I personally think Doug is looking forward
to those days. So remember that when you are missing him. And look around and when something seems to good to be true, its because Doug
is helping make it true.

Also remember he knows what you wanted to accomplish and will help make
it come true.

Donna

Thank you Donna.

I never did go see Doug today. My legs started to hurt bad and then I just plain felt lazy.

befuddled2

It's okay you stayed home BF. You take care of yourself right now. :)

Thank Pam.

I went to see Doug Sunday and today. Sunday he was asleep and today he was too. He now has a staph infection and it is uncomfortable for me to have that gown and gloves on as I get real stuffy easy. The staff infection is contagious. Doug's all swollen up now. I cried on the way home.

befuddled2

hugs
Bobby

((((((Barbara)))))),

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Barb

Sending hugs. http://www.thesmilies.com/smilies/happy0122.gif

Mari

Oh how I am sorry to hear that he has this infection....
Being in isolation is awful and to be dieing and isolated is just terrible.
Oh I feel sorry for him.
Yes I get all claustriphobic with those gowns and gloves etc.
bizi

Hi all,

Today marks my 1,000 days of freedom from cigarettes. It is a big celebration on one of the other sites I post to. Somehow though I just don't feel like celebrating. I hurt all over from all the walking I've done lately, re: hospital. Thank you all for your continued support.

befuddled2