[Nikko]

This week is busy for me, yet not going by fast enough.

Monday I have to meet with the pre-op nurse at 2:30pm, Wednesday is the surgery, have to be there at 11am, surgery is 12:30pm.

I am starting to get stressed about it, and a bit nervous and I think my BP is kicking in as "leave me alone" like I don't feel like talking and just want to be alone, as far as people in my life, not any of you. It's like everything is just setting me off. The pain isn't helping either.

I sound like such a baby, but I hate being out of commission for any length of time. I have a post op appt. the following week. I still have no clue how I am getting there, I guess I will be doing cabs. UGH

I hope to be able to get the Bayada nurses/PT's to come to the house, since I will be housebound, because I won't be able to drive, Medicare will pay for that then 100%.

Hope everyone is having a good week. The only time I feel peaceful is when I am walking one of my dogs, just me and him and the mountains and the perfect warm weather at dawn or dusk.

Nikko