Suicide talk......so don't read if you are fragile.


















Wes has been halucinating and hearing things for over a month now. Longer? But the voices are telling him to kill everyone and himself.

We called the pdoc this morning and he is out of town. Driving back in actually. He can't see him until the am.

What do I do with him in the mean time? None of his meds help. We doulbled up everything and he couldn't sleep. 4 klonopin and he couldn't stay asleep longer than a couple of minutes because the voices kept screaming at him. And he is so angry.

He is controlling his desire to hurt any one. He keeps saying "I love you mommy" over and over again.

This so sucks.

Does anyone else have trouble with breaking through their meds or the meds just stop working on them out of the blue?

He thinks the zyprexa is making it worse. I dunno anymore. Maybe?

We are going to try and hold out for the pdoc in the morning. Wish us luck.

And any advice would be very helpful.