[Nikko]

So far, (except for a week or two earlier in the month) I am feeling pretty good about the holidays, well especially Xmas. New Years Eve too.

That is not the norm for me. Been busy too, shopping and and decorating and all that jazz.

I am going to start speaking for the Domestic Violence place I go to. Since I have been in counseling for over a year, it's time to give back. I only have to speak about my experiences with my ex. If it helps one person, it will be worth it. To be able to say, you can get out of abusive realtionship, all the resources, and how I survived it all.

I have another plan, looking into online class's for some type of animal training/assistance. Otherwise, I will just volunteer when I can at the HSUS here in town.

That is my plans for January, looking into everything now. I just worry, everytime I decide to do something or even go away back East, it never happens because my mom get's ill again.

So, I hope I feel this way forever, but I know I will have my trigger's and days, but hope to get through them easier.

Merry Christmas to all, and a very Happy, Healthy New Year.

XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO Nikko