It's raining it's pouring and I was snoring.

Belated Happy Valentines Day to all. I had a quiet one, nice card, chocolates and flowers. This too may not last, I really don't know anything anymore.

Haven't been posting much, busy with my courses, somewhat stressed due to my mom and issues.

Trying my best to keep my head above the water. Just tired and stressed.

I will make an effort to pop in everyday, I think I need to, it's just I don't know if I am in any shape to help anyone and I don't want to bring anyone down.

So,,,,,,,,,check in,,,happy thoughts to all.
Lots of Love and Hugs, Nikko

Dear Nikko,
remember this is a two sided street.
It goes both ways....
we learn to give and get support...
post whenever you are up to it...no pressure here.
I like it when you check in....how is the course work going?
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Hi, and thanks........4 courses down and 18 to go, so far my grades have been,
90%,100%, 80% and 100%.

I have just finished chapter 5, so I will be taking that test soon.
It's the best thing I have done for the new year. I think in some way it helps keep me balanced and focused for awhile.

The weather was great the other day almost 80, so my girlfriend who lives here in the complex asked me to go sit down at the pool with her, and I did for a bit.

I was just in a jogging suit, sun felt good, the water was like ICE though. She had her suit on, she got some sun for sure. Then we took a walk to the convienence store nearby.

I need the sun badly, I mean I need to be in the sun, it helps me mentally, I feel some sort of connection, so I plan to do a lot of my reading at the pool when I go in my bathing suit for the day and all.

My dogs love their walks too, and it makes it so nice when the weather is just right. When it gets hot hot hot here in AZ, then I have to walk the dogs early in the AM and at dusk or after, due to the pavement on their paws, and just the heat itself.

Today it is raining, can't complain because it doesn't happen often, plus we always need rain. I even slept in today, the rain does that to me.

I am just in a funk, somewhat depressed, can't really pin point it, I just want some space and alone time I think.

Nikko

Hi Nikko and Bizi.

Nikko, I am proud of you for getting the scores you got so far in your online program.

befuddled2

Thanks, I took my 5th exam today and got another 100%, makes me happy.

Still raining. I am just sitting here at the computer, staring into space, my dogs by my side.

I hope to walk them if this rain lets up, which it will. It's only 6:30pm here now.

Dirk is watching a movie in bed. I am not very happy with him right now, yet it is most likely my fault, but I can't seem to help it.

I would of liked to have gone out tonight, maybe tomorrow night, yet I doubt he has to work tomorrow.

I should of called one of my girlfriends. Haven't even showered today yet, nor yesterday.

I sort of went on strike as far as the house too. I just don't care.

Nikko

Nikko

I think that if you got out it would make you feel better.

befuddled2

I think I will walk the dogs in the rain soon. It's 8pm now.

Need to check the mail anyway.

My plan is to get out of the house tomorrow, somehow, someplace, whatever.

Nikko

Hi everyone

Its been a wonderful day for me.

Now how long has it been since you have heard me say that.

I feel like a person who is needed today. I got a couple of calls from
parents who need help. A couple of emails from provider's that want
my type input and I am happy. I got a couple of phone calls made
that I wanted to make.

And I even had a wonderful day at PT, my bursitis is doing lots better
this time around after the shot. And my PT, got through to the tightness
in my shoulder blade on Tuesday. And its wonderful.

I brought home a new device to help my own headaches, stiff neck and
shoulder blades between treatments. And I just will hopefully not need
surgery.

I'm just finally a person with a future again.

See you all soon

Donna

That is great to hear Donna.

befuddled2

Good to hear.