I'm seeing my primary dr. today at 1:15 about the horrible psych. apt. and the balcony thing. I'll keep you updated.

(I posted about my appointment in the thread about my 2-hour initial appointment.)

I'm posting here again because I had another auditory weirdness this morning. There was a movie playing in the next room but the door was closed. I thought I heard a voice whisper "Jennifer..." I told Christopher about it and he said that sometimes we hear sounds we aren't quite sure what they are so we make them out to be what we can make sense of. That made sense. i don't know if I should count this or not but we'll see if it happens again.

Dear Nathan,
Make sure that your mental health that you put together takes this seriously.
It should not be happening.
Mari

I'm not quite sure what you mean?

Nathan,
Hearing things as if they were real is not normal.

It could be part of your bipolar. It could mean that you have other aspects of bipolar that you have not articulated yet too.

The drs need to know so that they can offer you the right meds.

Mari

I just asked my sister if she remembered when we were teenages and at least once I came into her room and woke her up in the middle of the night asked her if she came into my room and whispered "Jennie..." She said she did remember this, but did not hear the same voices I did.

Right now they don't even want to say I'm bipolar officially! Except my primary seems to be diagnosing me as such. She's just baffled that the psych. dr's haven't confirmed it, but she also said they only just saw me once and she and I have known each other a long time.

I also get the phantom smells. Just now, I smelled dog poop. lol Looked around- nope. Don't smell it now.