Hi all......................I am just so tired. I have little to no motivation, unless I absolutely have to do something.

My new medicare health insurance won't pay for my provigal, they said I need a sleep study, since when? They aren't my dr. I don't take them daily anyway.

I do need them sometimes though, even though they cause a mild headache sometimes. Does anyone know of anything they have that is like provigil?

Now my PCP wants me to come in and talk about it, I don't feel like doing that. I haven't even gone for my mammo, bone denisty, nor called the DR for the colonoscopy test. So, I will have to hear about that, just sick of Dr's and tests, hospitals, etc.

Plus my p-doc moved to another location, so they are transferring people and I am supposed to see her in April, but haven't heard anything yet.

The guy I met is back from CA, looking for a job, staying at his brothers, and broke, how do I find these guys? He really is nice, but but but..............

I am not sleeping well, even with my meds, which is nothing new.

My mom is okay, just drives me up a wall sometimes.

I haven't posted, because I feel like a big complainer and I don't want to bring anyone down.

Needed to vent...........weather is real nice here, in the 80's. Been to the pool a few times, it was nice, except water still a bit nippy.

Nikko

i am so sorry you are feeling this way...don't worry about sounding like a complainer..you can't compete with me...most of the time I feel as if i am the only one who has these feelings and then I get more depressed. I hope your animals are giving you comfort.
Bobby

Thanks, it is some type of depression, I just can't pin point it.
It could be the past Holiday, my dad died on palm Sunday years ago when it fell on April 4th.

I am working hard on my courses for the Vet Asst/Animal Behavior and doing well. On my 9th course, there are 22.

My dogs are fine, brushed them today, time for a walk a bit later, only 7pm here in AZ. They have a doggy door to the yard all day though, so they come in and out as they please.

It could be worry/anxiety that I have too, worrying about everything, analyzing things, oh I could make myself sick doing this.

Sick of Dr's and tests, meds, appointments, etcccccccccccccccccccccccc

I like my me time....but yet it is usually filled with the house things, my mom, all that stuff.

I am all over the place with this, sorry.

Nikko

Hi, Nikko,
It is good to see you checking in.

Keep taking care of yourself. I hope that the depression lifts soon.
M.

YOu have been very busy between the classes and taking care of your mom...no wonder you are tired!
have you been able to take your studies to the pool?
bizi