Hi all,

Does anyone have any plans this weekend? I may play scrabble with my neighbor tomorrow. Also, I plan to start to mentally get ready for arbitration Tuesday. I'm not too concerned about court because a picture tells a thousand words.

befuddled2

Hi, What is happening with court? Is it like my case? DV?

As far as the weekend. I don't know. I need to clean my house. Feel like doing that, reading my magazines I get or maybe a book if I can concentrate on a book, maybe watch some TV movies. I need to go to the grocery store, may do that today though.

Then again, my friends may call and say it's POOL time when it warms up mid day. The temps are getting only to the 80's or so, but it's still warm during the day, the nights get cold 50's, so the pool water is cool, no cold to me.

I am always so tired, I think it's just the stress of everything going on in my life.

So, I can't say what I will do. No good fun plans though.

Hugs, Nikko

Hi,

I went to my PCP yearly appointment today but I was 15 minutes late, partly because it was an AM appointment. I sat there over an hour before I finally spoke to the woman behind the glass window....... I have another appointment for next week. Maybe I'll be on time.

I came home and cried. I am so tired I can't function right. I don''t make sense when I talk to people.

I napped a bit in the afternoon but I awakened to workers in the apt. above me. Argh! Noise!
I have to work tomorrow. And it is an early meeting! Who does that stuff on a Sat?

90 degress F here in the day time.
I keep thinking I am going to start a work out program. I need something easy and uncomplicated.

Mari

Hi Nikko,

I go to court Tuesday for an extenstion of the protective order and to arbitration in the afternoon for alimony. Btw, reading books and watching T.V. movies are great plans.

Mari, did you start a new medicine that is making you so tired? I hope you can get over the tired feeling.

befuddled2

Hi - Mari I am tired all the time too. Yet I do sleep during the night, I do wake up but am able to get back to sleep. I am up so early like 4:30am - 5:00am, cause I can't sleep any longer. I hope the gym helps, I have been thinking about that too, just no motivation to do anything.

Befuddled - My Order of Protection is good for 1 year and in any State. Did you file for Divorce recently? That is my next hurdle, but I want to get passed this next pre-trial on Nov. 3rd to see how his fate is determined.

Nikko

My plan was to just sit here and let the week wash away. So much grief and a lot of stress to put away.

But...my house is a mess. Any one own a bulldozer? I can't seem to be able to keep up. No desire. But just looking at it stresses me out.

I might sneak into work and try to catch up. That seems like too much too.

Damn, I hate season changes. Yeah, chemical imbalances. Not.

I am trying to imagine a life without stress. I am trying to put my mindset in positive mode. I think that is what I am going to do this weekend. Be positive.

i am sitting in my pj's still...tried to figure out my email...when I compose a letter it now puts a big empty gap of white space to my letter now...can't figure out how to ge rid of it...when I send letteres the recipient probably thinks I sent a blank letter...they will have to screeen all the way down to see my letter.
ugh!
I guess I will ask my hubby if he can figure it out for me.
It jsut makes me mad when I can't figure this ourt for my slef.
I should do laot of things this weekend...think a cup of coffee is calling for me.
bizi

Dera Bear,
Oh you do sound stressed and I wish that I could offer you my help today....
Perhaps you could make a to do list and jsut do one thing at a time...crossing things off lists helps me feel like I am getting something accomplished...even if it jsut brush teeth....
((((HUGS))) for you today.
bizi