I don't like my pdoc at all, but the thought of having to find another one through my network is so overwhelming and scary to me. I'd like a new one but I'm scared to hurt his feelings and to try and find someone new.=/ Next time I see him is Thursday. I'm on Wellbutrin right now i dunno if thats a mood stabilizer but it really doesnt do anything (he perscribed it for depression but it doesnt effect me negatively or positively)

im not seeing a 'therapist' per se but im seeing the school councelor and hes been somewhat helpful, but ihate being limited to an hour. ive had like day dreams/visions of how a therapists visit should go in my head even what the 'office' would look like but the chances of there being a therapist that fits that 'vision' is prob slim to none.

im sick of being upset.