Hi Mary
 

I appreciate it. I feel like I'm loosing my strength. I'm down in depression on top of the pain of this anxiety. I'm hurting so much right now. I'm not sure what's going to happen to me in the near future. I feel like I'm shutting down,and loosing interest in everything,and wanting to sleep.

This is not my fault. I'm being blamed for my difficulties between the lines,and my Dad,and sister are irked with me. I thought that they use to understand,but my condition is being dodged,and the money issue is being focussed on. I've been waiting for SSD,and I keep waiting. I don't know what to do. I may loose my car,and personal property. That's all that I have,but It doesn't seem to matter to the family members anymore. I don't know why these events are happening at the same time.

I've listened to the media news recently,and have read between the lines when they talk about budget cuts. All of this grieves,and scares me more. I don't know. BF

we all care about you if that helps at all....you can't choose your family but you can choose your friends.
Bobby sending hugs