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Old 08-16-2009, 10:39 PM #1
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HI,

My anxiety levels are through the roof.

I did not want to move.
I told him I wanted to stay where we were.
Then when we moved we had chaos.



Friend came over the last two nights and referred and helped.

We have too much stuff in the place.
Hubby is a pack rat -- so bad that it bothers him when I toss an item.

And hubby''s anxiety levels are high as well because his baseline is anxious along with an OCD-like trait (undiagnosed because when he saw three different counselors in the span of a few years he did not tell them about the quantities of stuff he gets and keeps).

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I am sorry for this mari, really I am .
How can you insist that he throw some things away?
I hope that you have a room that you get to call your own?????
I hope that you can sleep somemore tonight...
(((((HUGS)))))
I hear your frustration....
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Sending you some hugs mari.

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I try to keep myself stable and functioning.

And I have to work every minute of the day to be stable and functioning.

It's a lot of work.
I do my best.
I'm exhausted by the work.


Sometimes the stable and functioning bit comes apart.
I don't know what to do.
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can you just curl up in bed and turn off the lights? this has been an incredible shock to your system and I think you need to hibernate until some of the stress wears off. Then gradually you will be able to stabilize.
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Dear Bobby,
Thanks.
I begged off work today and stayed home and slept.
I just woke up from a long nap.
Sleep feels good.

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I am so glad you did it...you might need a few more days for your body to recover from the shock. DON'T FEEL GUILTY. it is so hard for us to believe that we have a real illness!
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Bobby is so right. Take the time you need.

I know its hard for me to believe I have any illness. Let alone
the kind that everyone here is dealing with.

I love ya Mari, and wish I could take the pain.

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