Hi,

Apparently the pdoc listened for 5 minutes. Or maybe I was feeling too low to "fake" it today.

He said I should not feel hung over from the Klonopin in the morning after taking it all these years. I'm not sure if he is right.
Does a person get over the hungover feeling from benzos?.

I always feel tired and have brain fog. I always feel like I could use a good nap.

I also feel depressed most of the time.
Actually, I think it is part of the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, but most docs here don't accept that dx so I have not mentioned that since the first session with him years ago.
Mari

a 5 minute visit is not enough time for crying out loud!

I certainly believe that you can have a hung over feeling from any psychotropic med.
Wonder if you took them earlier if they would still work to help you sleep.
I have heard that after long use they can cause rebound anxiety. I am going to take the least dose of klonipin that I can get by to sleep.
have been taking .5 but will try .25 tonight.
Mari, I don't think you need to take the klonipin during the day unless you have too much anxiety.
What do you think?
bizi

I think the xanax is the short acting benzo best used simply for sleep.




This is what happened to me.

I am ging to try to not take the klonipin evert night.maybe every other night...will see.
bizi

Hi,

I got off the Xanax a few years ago.

I don't take Klonopin for sleep. I can sleep at any time of day.
I cannot sleep at night. The klonopin is for an anxiety problem.
I am scared to death to go to sleep at night.
The Klonopin kind of dulls that fear a little.

Mari

lol Sorry for not being clear.
I was there longer than five minutes.
Usually he talks.
Today he took my blood pressure (he does neuro stuff too -- not just psych).
And he asked me some questions.
He is also concerned that over the years I have gained weight.


I take 2.5 Klononpin at night an hour or two before bed -- nothing during the day.
I can try taking it earlier. It is logical to do that.

I hate taking the klonopin because I hate going to bed. I'm afraid. We did not talk about the fear. I'm tired of talking about to these people. They haven't helped much yet -- and it has been a look freaking time that I have been in treatment.

Mari

Bizi,
I know that you have begun another round of studying how Klonopin will work for you.

I hope it helps you.
And I hope it helps you at low doses.

Mari

When I went in to get the klonopin refill prescription I mentioned how terrified I was to be alone at night (when hubby was out of town and the kids slept at their grandmas for the night) and he actually had the nerve to look me dead in the face and say "just tell yourself you are going to go to sleep and do it."

I wanted to slap him.

He knows fully well I have never been able to sleep - even as a YOUNG child. And he also knows that I experience irriational fear when I am completely alone in a house and come close to panic..... ALSO for as long as I can remember.

I just smiled at him and told him "the next time I have diarreha I'll just tell myself I don't and skip the pepto too....."

Just do it.......

Doctors irritate me sometimes.

P.S. if i take any more than .5 of the klonipin I wake up feeling like i got hit full force by a mactruck.

how awful bobbi...makes me just shake my head...not only do we still have the general public not understanding and all of the stigma attached to our meds...there are still doctors who don't get it and they are the ones who are supposed to be on our side!
ugh!

Bobi
can you switch doctors? I liked your response to him!
what a jerk
Bobby

Mari
I am so sorry you are not feeling well. Are you going through a cycle? Can you tell? I don't have hangovers from klonopin. I am only supposed to take two m a day but sometimes I take four. Last night I took two extra but still couldn't sleep. My mind just wouldn't shut down.
Do you have dreams? Do you have recurrent dreams? You always seem to be burdened by your family and left in a helpless situation. I remember your writing that you started taking care of them when you were seventeen months old. You also wrote that you got a lot from your students but you are in a way also taking care of them. Your caretaking seems still seems to be an overwhelming part of your life. I wonder if that has anything to do with your sleep "phobia" at night. Is it your private time or do you feel you have to be on alert?
just rambling
Bobby