[Yellowfever]

I go to the mall to see if my friend at the mall is working. She has this horrible depression where she is very suicidal and what not. I just like to say hello to her whenever I am in the area. I feel in a way that her and I can support each other. Well I come to her work and her co worker whom I never met before was there. She was nice at first. She even said Everyone loves Katelyn(not my friends real name). She even called the girl up to see if I can hang out with her. I found that bizarre because my friend is sick with the flu. So then when I talk to her and told her I just thought I say hi and stuff and get well soon, as soon as I hung up I, her so called nice co worker started talking to me about her. She was like oh yeah Katelyn is a drama queen, supposedly, she has severe depression. She needs to DEAL WITH IT. At this rate I told her how it is very hard to deal with. Medicine sometimes can not help this matter and she just interrupted me and just was acting like SHE CAN EASILY SNAP OUT OF IT! Please it is like telling a person with tourette syndrome to stop with the tics! WE CAN NOT HELP IT! IF WE COULD WE WOULD NOT HAVE THIS PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE!

If she had severe depression, I bet you more than anything she would not say what she said to me today. I JUST FEEL SO ANGRY AND DISGUSTED THE FACT THAT PEOPLE DO NOT FREAKIN GET IT! LOOK IF I CAN SO FUNCTION AS NORMAL AS YOU I WOULD! DO YOU THINK I ACT LIKE THIS ON PURPOSE! HOW DARE YOU!!!!!!!!

Depression and other disorders are so horrible that I refuse to wish it upon anyone as a punishment. Even though I feel very angry and I feel the need to swear and punish this girl by telling her off and telling my friend that she talked smack about her. The best thing I can do is let it go. It is so hard for me to let this injustice go!

but other than that I had a blessed day.

[Mari]

Originally Posted by Yellowfever

Medicine sometimes can not help this matter and she just interrupted me and just was acting like SHE CAN EASILY SNAP OUT OF IT! Please it is like telling a person with tourette syndrome to stop with the tics! WE CAN NOT HELP IT! IF WE COULD WE WOULD NOT HAVE THIS PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE!

Hi,
This stuff stinks.
Some of us try to hide our condition from others so that we don't have to have that stuff said about us. (But it can be hard to hide.)
I guess that others might be saying other things, but people I work with don't know for sure. They can guess all they want.

I'm sorry that you had to hear that ugly stuff about your friend.
Mari

[Yellowfever]

It is ok. You not what bothers me is why do I have to live to other peoples expectations? My attitude towards people who want me to live up to their expectations or they will not accept me. All I have to say is 1 it is not my fault I was born with this, 2 It is hard to deal with and 3, I just want to tell them to (insert bad word here) OFF! I am sick of the labeling.

I mean seriously! DID I ask GOD TO MAKE MY FRIEND LIKE THIS? DID I ask to be like this? NO of course not. These people need to educated badly.

Screw hiding my condition! I HAVE NO SHAME! But I will be mature about it and all. But still screw hiding it. I know there is a time and place for everything but holding back and hiding makes it worst for me.

Blaaaaahhhh I need to go to bed. HAHAHA

I feel the need to talk to people who think like this.
But it is a waste of breath perhaps/
sigh....I see stupid people

[Brokenfriend]

Originally Posted by Yellowfever

I go to the mall to see if my friend at the mall is working. She has this horrible depression where she is very suicidal and what not. I just like to say hello to her whenever I am in the area. I feel in a way that her and I can support each other. Well I come to her work and her co worker whom I never met before was there. She was nice at first. She even said Everyone loves Katelyn(not my friends real name). She even called the girl up to see if I can hang out with her. I found that bizarre because my friend is sick with the flu. So then when I talk to her and told her I just thought I say hi and stuff and get well soon, as soon as I hung up I, her so called nice co worker started talking to me about her. She was like oh yeah Katelyn is a drama queen, supposedly, she has severe depression. She needs to DEAL WITH IT. At this rate I told her how it is very hard to deal with. Medicine sometimes can not help this matter and she just interrupted me and just was acting like SHE CAN EASILY SNAP OUT OF IT! Please it is like telling a person with tourette syndrome to stop with the tics! WE CAN NOT HELP IT! IF WE COULD WE WOULD NOT HAVE THIS PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE!

If she had severe depression, I bet you more than anything she would not say what she said to me today. I JUST FEEL SO ANGRY AND DISGUSTED THE FACT THAT PEOPLE DO NOT FREAKIN GET IT! LOOK IF I CAN SO FUNCTION AS NORMAL AS YOU I WOULD! DO YOU THINK I ACT LIKE THIS ON PURPOSE! HOW DARE YOU!!!!!!!!

Depression and other disorders are so horrible that I refuse to wish it upon anyone as a punishment. Even though I feel very angry and I feel the need to swear and punish this girl by telling her off and telling my friend that she talked smack about her. The best thing I can do is let it go. It is so hard for me to let this injustice go!

but other than that I had a blessed day.

OH! Believe me. I know what you mean. BF

[Brokenfriend]

Originally Posted by Yellowfever

It is ok. You not what bothers me is why do I have to live to other peoples expectations? My attitude towards people who want me to live up to their expectations or they will not accept me. All I have to say is 1 it is not my fault I was born with this, 2 It is hard to deal with and 3, I just want to tell them to (insert bad word here) OFF! I am sick of the labeling.

I mean seriously! DID I ask GOD TO MAKE MY FRIEND LIKE THIS? DID I ask to be like this? NO of course not. These people need to educated badly.

Screw hiding my condition! I HAVE NO SHAME! But I will be mature about it and all. But still screw hiding it. I know there is a time and place for everything but holding back and hiding makes it worst for me.

Blaaaaahhhh I need to go to bed. HAHAHA

I feel the need to talk to people who think like this.
But it is a waste of breath perhaps/
sigh....I see stupid people

Oh Gosh! I know what you mean. I didn't stand in line some where to be downloaded with anxiety,OCD,and phobias before I was born. LOL BF