I am in my own little world now, trying to figure out how to get a fresh start on my new life.

I need time to decompress, yet I need to get out and have some fun too.

I suppose it will all come in time, at least I hope so.

I still have the divorce to deal with.

I am so not ready for the Holidays, coping with them, will just be going though the motions for me.

No gifts, I doubt I will decorate either. I hate feeling like this, but this is the way I do, so there isn't much I can do to change my feelings at the moment.

Sorry to ramble on.

Happy Thanksgiving to all, Enjoy,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Sending lot of love, laughs and big hugs to all.

All I want for xmas is prayers and strength, I am thankful for many things, including you all.

Nikko