[Yellowfever]

The 100 mg is doing ok I guess, however I feel like I am totally unbalanced. I feel like I cry for stupid reasons. My emotions were so wack yesterday and now today. I was watching the Obama thing on TV and I was going to cry over that. So I turned away from it. And then friend wrote a nice touching letter and I was going to cry over that because I felt sooo LOVED. (well I did cry over it because it was so nice and touching) I am not pregnant or anything, but shoot! You would not be able tell with these emotional roller coasters I have been going through these past few days. Yesterday I was in Accounting class and I was so upset because everyone else got the material except for me that I left the classroom as calm as can be then when I closed the door, I started to cry. I felt like I was nothing more but a screw up in life. And that I am not good at anything and stuff like that. I gave myself a pity party yesterday I guess that is what you call it.
But yeah I just started the 100mg like two days so it is probably too soon to tell if it is the meds or me just being a panzie But I love my meds a lot! Perhaps it is the time of month who knows. But I have not had this emotional roller coaster like this in ages. But I at least do not feel miserable. But anything that is sweet or nice makes me want to cry. I HATE THAT! LOL