Hello all,

i haven't been around much lately... such is life as a friend of mine used to say. and i would respond, darkly, and death.

I think of you all. I post sporadically and I hope no one will feel hurt if i appear not to post to you; rest assured, there is no one this applies to. it is just a question of my being able to talk... or not... often not.

all the best

~ waves ~

Waves,
No one has any idea how upset I was when BrainTalk went down.

Well, you seem to know and others do too.
My feelings scared me. I had no idea what to do or how to cope.
I was lost.
You say it better.

Mari

I had posted this in the Wonder Thread but then I wondered if it really belonged there. I decided not, as it is far from wondrous or wonderful. i decided it belonged here instead. so here are my wonderings:

I wonder how many of you realize how hard it hit me when BrainTalk was down?

I wonder how many of you realize how relieved i felt when BrainTalk came back?

I wonder if others still feel angry, hurt, betrayed, indignant disappointed, or simply unimpressed about the BrainTalk crash.

I wonder if others still feel stunned, confused, paralyzed, shy, by the "forum earthquake" I felt, or if it's all my headjob, projections from my own confusion. and i got plenty o' that to go around. around and around. in my head.

i wonder whether i digress.

I wonder if it is ok for me to say to you, who no longer frequent BrainTalk, that I miss you there, yet I respect and accept your feelings and wishes.

i wonder if a pdoc read this post, if they would have a wretched clue as to "how i am" or "where i'm at" right now. sadly, that was only a rhetorical question.

waves

it is good to see you post here. the main this is for everyone to find that safe place or places to post. to get support and friendship. ok...so here they like their occassional brownies...

you know the saying...home is where the heart is? i see so many people who care about you here. they carry you in their hearts.

i hope you continue to feel comfortable posting both places. what a gracious statement you made :I wonder if it is ok for me to say to you, who no longer frequent BrainTalk, that I miss you there, yet I respect and accept your feelings and wishes.

hehe...guess you know we don't have set rules about posting wonders where ever we want.

Attachment 460 for the room

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((waves)))))))))))))))))) ))))))))))))))))

Thinking of you always.


Nikko

I wonder how you are feeling today?
(((HUGS)))
bizi

i don't know what to say except you are sorely missed...
love
bobby

Waves,

I have truely missed you. I don't post as often as I should. I too missed everyone when BT went down. You were always such great support to me. Here's a cyber hug for you.

{{{{Waves}}}}

befuddled2

just a quick note to say you too have been missed. i hope soon positives will enter your life, and balance your recent experiences.

((( befuddled2 )))

~ waves ~

dear waves,
I like your new avatar.
bizi