the monkey beat me to it

Hi Wes,
Sometimes just talking about the feelings gets you through the rough times.

But write down that number in case you need to talk with someone one on one.
:grouphug:

Dear Wes,
Your mother has your best interests in hand.
Don't be afraid to talk to her.
your meds may need abit of tweeking, can you call
your pdoc(psychiatrist)
beth

ok thank you so mutch:hug:

every time i call him and tell him that he say oh no the dont you are just prjecting the thought that you need more meds and that makes me feel like s*@#:mad:

thank you all so mutch im starting to feel a little better

:hug:

Baby steps Wes.

A little is a good thing. :)

How long have you been feeling this way?

:hug:

just since this morning when i woke up

starting to get the rage now thats when i start hearing things and seeing things thats not good

this is psychosis that you suffer with when you get really manic.
Maybe your pdoc does not understand how serious you are getting.
please tell your mom.She has always been your best advocate....Have you ever tried zyprexa for short periods of time? It is great to get you out of trouble quickly. ask your pdoc about it if you have never tried it.
Have to go back to work now.
hang in there. we care.
((((((HUG)))))
beth:hug::hug::hug:

Wes, you being able to post this, shows there is still that rational self in there. You can beat this.

Keep doing your relaxing and meditating. Let that good part of yourself energize and win over that dark side. You can do it Wes. We believe in you.

Check in when you get a chance. I'm hoping you are at the hospital.

:hug: