just saw previous reply to me
 

Hi Wes,

just saw your previous reply to me...

So if your mom specifically doesn't know about the killing voices, i would call her back at work, tell her exactly what you posted to us... and that they "sure can be convincing sometimes" as you said. Inform her that you need to go to the hx now. She might decide she needs to come home or send someone for you.

Otherwise, if you do not have money for a cab, ask her if she has some someplace in the house that you can take. If not, tell her you will call 911 and go by ambulance. That will be kinda expensive .....but its cheaper than dying or jail!

OK???

((( hugs )))

~ waves ~

ok... if that is what mom said... and she knows you.

if it doesn't work tho, you call her again, and follow up with the hospital, birthday or not.

i hope it works. that would be very very very good.

i'm glad you have these skills, Wes! :)

Sending you soothing vibes

~ waves ~

Hi baby boy. It is your mommy. I know we just talked and that we looked at new doctors for you and figured out what we need to do to keep you safe.

I just needed to drop you a note here too and let you know I am going to support you however you need.

And please remember, I asked you not to kill yourself on my birthday. The hospital, eh.....we can deal with that. Just don't leave me. Promise.

Hey Wes,

I'm sorry I haven't been around for a few hours. I wasn't at my home computer.

I didn't stop thinking about you or your mom..Hi MrsBear.

Mom's can handle birthdays in hospitals. She was there for yours right? :wink: Anything to get you help and to get those voices to stop. Mom will help you find the right Dr. It may take testing out a bunch, but the right one is there.

:hug:

Hi Mrs. Bear & Wes
 

Ohhh... Mrs.Bear

Thank you so much for getting back to me

and thank goodness you are here.

I do figure a hospital birthday is better than some of the alternatives. :o

I have been very worried for Wes.

:hug:

Wes,

You heard that? me worried 'bout you. saw your mood change to 'mellow' when you stopped posting... gave me some hope... but this is some scary stuff you're dealing with. I hope the meditation helped and that you are feeling at least somewhat better now than earlier! :hug: Check back in with us when you are up to it, ok?

Still sending both of you soothing vibes...

~ waves ~

I know this is We's thread, but I don't think he will mind if I say how proud I am of everyone here.

For Wes, taking the courage to reach out.

For everyone who has replied. For their courage to grasp that hand needed holding so desperatly.

I am proud to know each and everyone of you. :grouphug:

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Hi Wes, :Heart:
I just got home from work.

Are you alone?
Is someone with you?

Can you give us an update?

Thanks.

M.

Mari
 

... and anyone else wondering: Wes is not alone.

I hope "no one" minds that i posted this openly. It is a very valid concern.

Wes has said he will be meditating to control his negative energy.

I too am hoping he feels better soon and will check back in... :o

~ waves ~

p.s. Mari and Curious and Bizi i'm glad to see y'all are back coz it's 2 am my time so i should be heading under the covers here soon...ish.

Sleep well waves. :hug: Only 7pm my time.

Waves
 

Thank you, Waves.


I hope that you sleep well.
M.