Hi
I just reread the first post. I meant to say during the conversation Myra said I could call her when I want to. Do you think she meant it? Yes I am feeling less pain. Right now I am jumping out of my skin. I just took two klonopin and a bath. I have been so horribly depressed for so long and have been having so many upheavals that apparently have been working out. I am so scared.

Both psychological and bipolar factors are hammering on me. I suppose I should go gently but that isn't the way I function. I am sorry you aren't feeling well. bipolar is the pits

Hey,
Have you tried writing your sister instead of calling? Sometimes a letter is just easier. Talking is a lot more emotion-intensive and harder to start.