Oh Mari,

Im glad to read you had some sleep. Sorry to read you are not feeling precisly good... Come on, try to cheer you up ! :) Wishing you a good day tomorrow !!!
Dont feel depressed... try to be happy... oh well, the Depression Master speaking here.... :rolleyes:



Hey !!! I tried to have turtles... but I guess I was a nasty mom... always died !!! :(

HI,
I need to go to bed.
I can hope that I feel better in the morning.
Right now I feel rotten.
I'm not even sure if I can get myself calmed down enough to sleep.

I don't know if I can go into work.
Tomorrow is a big day in some ways.

But I can't go into work if I am not functioning -- it would upset people.
And it would reveal too much about me.
I have to be on guard when I leave the apt.
If I am depressed, I can't keep up the act very well.

I wish I knew what set me off. Maybe I could recover somehow in the next few hours.
M.

:hug:

Has the weather where you live been sunny yet Mari? Could it be the change of season?

I wish I could be more help. :o Maybe a fresh flower on your desk? In the winter I buy cheap bunches at WalMart and spread them around. It really helps me.

Putting on a fake happy face is very draining. I know how that feels. I have to be upbeat and motivating, no matter the pain.

Maybe we should take acting lessons. :wink:

HI,
After last night's emotions, I am feeling so raw. . . . like I went though an emotional roller coaster and am at the bottom.
I will go to work today and try to do the bare minimum -- not much different from most days. But today's goal will be to get through the day without crying. I can do that I hope. If not, I will come home.

( . . . .edit . . . -- seeing young people deal with death. I don't remember having to deal with death at that age.)



M.

Curious,

The weather got chillly for us today. I got out my "warm" clothes last night to wear today.
You remind me that I need to make sure I walk in the park or something like that this weekend That helps with mood sometimes.
M.

It does Mari. Some fresh air. Blow those winter cobwebs away. Sunshine if it's out.

Take some time for you. :hug:

Is there a grief counselor on campus? Such a tragic loss. :hug:

Mari, you are very kind for helping all those students :)

For me when the weather changes all the time. I have a hard time staying in a up mood. So maybe that is part of the problem.

But then when people around me are having good days, it rubs off.

I was in a good meeting today, helping a parent getting nice smiles of hello from people in the meeting.

And feeling like I belonged.

donna

Oh dang.... guess who cant sleep tonight..... :rolleyes:

Im feeling high.... that's why I cant sleep I guess..... 3:06 AM here and Im just starting to feel sleepy........

Hope you finally got some sleep.

Donna