[Nikko]

This is the 2nd time this week, I had to call 911 due to her falling from drinking.
Tonight they came and checked her out, then I gave her something to eat, her meds, soda, got her on the commode and she fell off it hit her head on the bedstand, then I tried to get her up and she hit her head on the side of the bed, so I had to call back 911, she is in route to the hospital.

I am going to have to get her in someplace for depression/detox after tomorrow. This can't keep happening.

I knew the crew from my assault, they are real nice, asked if I was ok, and what I was going to do tonight, they said to get some rest. They know from my assault that I am BP and have a plate and screws in my neck and not strong enough to lift my mom.

So, here I am alone with my dogs, having a soda, just thinking, I am so tired of so much.

Sorry, had to vent. Love and Hugs, Nikko