Happy Weekend, Hope Everyone Is Doing Well This Time Of Year.

I Already Posted, So It's All Your's Go For It.

Talk, Vent, Etc..................

Hugs, Nikko

In a fibro flare and feeling like scrooge.

But I still want to wish you all a happy holiday's.

My kids are being so great and understanding about me sleeping all the time. They even put up the tree and decorated it so I didn't have to.

But all they put up were the decorations from when they were very little boys. Very touching, actually.

Wes has had a few downs, but no return of the mania.

Con is still in pain and can't eat-still throws up everything but rice, potatoes and jello. And sometimes the jello won't stay down.

I am so worried and my brain keeps jumping to the worst case senerio. The joy of being raised by a military man. Expect the worst and be pleased with anything less.

I hope all of you are well. I want you all to know that you are always in my heart.

Dear Bear .....

After all this time, I feel like an auntie to your Wes... I always look for your posts, always concerned with how he is doing, how you are. for you have been handed much more than most of us. I send you much love and all the psychic energy support I can..

{{{{{{{{{{{Mrs Bear}}}}}}}}}}}}} {{{{{{{{{{{{{Wes}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Hi bear!
Sorry about Con not eating...has this been going on for a long time?
I am sorry that you are feeling down...wonderful that your kids pitched in...
you are a great mom and your kids are terrific!
((((HUGS)))
bizi

Just to check in!

Doing OK - completely bored out of my brains actually stuck in hospital still and it is a good thing that I am so bored as it means that the meds hopefully are now working in my favour finally and my mood has now levelled which is unfortunately "boring" !! But nevertheless not "Suicidal" so there is that to be glad of!! Small things hey!

So Happy Holiday!!

Hi everyone,

Bear, your kids sound like great ones. I hope you feel better.

Boxer, it is nice to hear from you. I wondered about how you are.

I took a few things to my apartment, most big things so I wasn't there long. Then I went out to eat breakfast and then to the grocery store. I hope to do some packing tonight. Oh yea, I had the best sleep ever last night.

befuddled2

Boxer it's so good to hear from you. I've been thinking of you a lot. I'm glad the meds seem to be helping and the "thoughts" aren't there anymore. I'm sorry I didn't stay until this whole holiday thing is over.

Recovering from tooth extraction and infection. Trying to raise some enthusiasm
for Christmas.

hi Firemonkey,
Take care of yourself.
I winched when I read about the tooth extraction --- not a fun thing to have to go through.
Mari

Firemonkey, I hope the tooth is healded ASAP!
Boxer, (((HUGS))) I think of you daily and hope all is improving.

I had a family Christmas party today with Aunts and Uncles, my Mom's side, a tradition started by my grandparents 30+ years ago! The grandparents are gone, my Mom and two of herbrothers, but my aunts and uncles only a few years older then me with there families and their children. Can usually be 60 or more there.

I ahd a great time until my sibleings showed up that supported my abusive stalking threatening brother. They come there and made me look like nut case. I ignored them so therefore I had issues, it was all me not them,

So I was very upset that the traders that allowed brother to defraud the estate and lose it, lied about his threats to me could show up all smily and say I am off my rocker, and did a total harassing illegal thing to the brother! The one that mortgaged my fathers home in his name, after Dad died and then did not pay the mortgage. It was an estate left to the children.

I was so happy to go see my grandson sit on Santa's lap and they made me so very sad. How can people be so minuplative, spiteful?
This is a party, they never ever came to, except for today! Telling the Aunts and Uncles how I am wrong and lied! How the judge told my brother she was sorry and that made me the liar...sorry to vent here, I am just so shaken at the lows people go to.

All my life I supported them, through abusive marraiges, childrens health, baby sat their kids, took the 4:00 AM crisis calls, Makes me sick that they give the credibility to my abuser and I am made to look small.

Just making my difficult holiday, tougher...
Why is it the nice guy is made to be the louse, the wrongdoer praised, they attack my kindess, support of my fathers last Will and legal rights.
If it had been one of them being attacked by him it would be a different story, but no it ws me that succeeded in life, They are still where they were their whole life's. leaching off people for a living.

I ignored them, their attempts to make me upset in front of them, but it eats me away!
I am going to try and watch TV, hopefully sleep alittle for work tomorrow.

I love you guys and hate for people to hurt you, not support you, We care for each others emtions and needs more then our own families do!
Di